mar 3.......tired..

today wake up at 2 plus then went to sch with ivan.. start prac at 5pm for freshie item.. train till 6.30pm.. was polishing what ann polish last time.. then next is helena le..wa.. change chereo abit.. but still got turns. double somemore.. fredy alsways say turn one round first... i really hope it will be one round leh.. lol..the total turns for helna think reach ten plus liao... pls la!! i wan turn.. am i nt hard working enough? damm.. must chiong .. really.. cash, chin guide me ar.. y u all can turn and i cant.. sian..i think u 2 are more hard working than me la.. then fredy also teach a few eight of chereo.. then xinxian prac start le.. so i go xin xian prac .. the chereo is nice.. but damm hard to catch the feel.. must jiayou also for that wan.. then during half way of the prac jaei pass me studio key to ask me lock when all leaving.. feel shiok.. haha 1st time hold key.. haha... then went prac after receiving the key.. ann cam to see.. then i was damm screw..haiz.. just cant get the steps right.. so had a short meeting then went off le.. went pasa malam with ivan and mingli and leen.. leen and mingli buy le then left le.. then me and ivan find a place to eat ramly.. after eating i ride car back..

i really like helena chereo.. but am i not up for it.. damm.. the SND is coming and i not yet master the turns.. i feel fear.. but what i can oni do is to keep prac and dun slack.. damm.. gtg le.. xf kb me to play le.. zhao!