mar 10... i think i am going to cry....

today wake up damm early to meet poly stage production to discuss for fantazia.. it finish b4 baowen come ... lol.. so i went to AES to find xf and jamie because xf teaching dance there.. so chill there quite awhile then went to sch for freshie self prac.. nb.. b4 self prac we jitao session again.. jitao me , xt, kok, mia and baowen participate.. haha quite fun... i like the feeling of session.. abit shiok.. so self so being after session.. so the prac was much more siong then previous de.. cause do quite lot of time.. but i think still not enough.. left 5 weeks.. really must jia you le everybody!.. fer myself i still got some stupid mistake that i keep repeating.. must change..!

so at went to JJ honey honey item... at that time i abit brain dead le.. but the chereo is nice. and the song quite chill .. then those ppl in gym keeping looking in.. dunno is see dance or girls.. aha.. so learn halfway oni i went 73 fer helena self prac.. so jaei guide all of us about the formation and clean a bit.. then i need to siam again to join xin xian showcase because i know her chereo is gonna be damm tough.. jitao really tough.. oni 2 eight make me goes crazy.. i feel like crying at that time.. i was feeling useless at that time..keep forgetting steps.. then learn halfway oni need go 16 for helena prac again.. was training new lifting , turns and chereo.. jitao going crazy... ann came and she also include more lifting and stunts.. wa.. all need prac like siao de.. cause nt easy.. until 11.30 pm then prac finish.. so tired.. imagine.. 3.30pm to 11.30pm non stop walking and dancing and nv eat.. feel like dying.. wonder those who got alot of item de how they survive.. so went kap to find jamie and ivan..i was with glenn zixiang and ter.. so we meet jj and ken at kap then we went to almeen to eat.. after eating xf came to send me and ivan home.. thanks xf again!

seriously.. i am feeling more and more stress... having problem of remembering steps le.. hope i can overcome in.!! and committee stuff.. hope everything went on smoothly.. and xin xian plus fredy chereo.. is ulti can die de.. hope i faster master it.. so i wont that stress aymore.. haiz.. gonna slp soon.. another chiong day tml.. zhao!