apr29

found this game online.. go play.. is fun!
http://www.addictinggames.com/magicpen.html

i know my eng suck.. so dun understand just ask me.. i say in chinese face to face k.. dun laugh at me.. cause everyone will have their strength and weaknesses.. zhao!

apr28

went sch as per normal.. after class went studio le.. continue to try chereo things.. but think didnt work out well.. so when ann come we start class le lor.. nv join the class cause i no money.. wed then i join ba... so did stretch with the rest and then went to the back to do my home work.. damm cham.. 1000 words essay.. really can die.. so heng 11pm do finish.. today also celebrate xiu bei bday.. happy bday xiu bei.. although i dunno u well.. but i bet u r sweet girl in NRA haha.. hope u enjoy this small celebration.. i know is odd la.. to bring in the cake.. plan was to make u say lame joke then we say nice try then we bring in the cake.. but we know u wont say de .. so i just shout nice try lor.. haha.. paiseh ar.. today also heard a news can gd and bad.. so affect me a lil bit.. but hope it wont affect everyone.. gonna slp soon zhao dunno y.. recently kinda like to see contemp.. haha

dope video i saw today.. enjoy..

apr27

stay at home whole day to use lappy.. sian.. shall try to use chinese blog next time.. think my eng really suck.. gonna slp soon.. damm tired.. who know how to type chinese words? zhao

apr26

went KO night... congrat to farid, bw, ronnie,ore, allegra, ken who get in to fight for the top eight.. jia you.. they did well today.. really dope.. after that went eating with bunch of ppl.. after that we split le.. some go home some go dunno where.. so.. according to jamie c... 2 ppl ps me ivan jamie c and kok.. shall not mention name... but nb.. suggest liao then back out.. make jamie c du lan.. so oni me and ivan go jamie c hse.. cause kok also dun wan go.. me and ivan do alot thing there.. we watch tv.. play game, play spanky, eat there and play a special version of mahjong and then we leave jamie c hse silently by locking the door and throw the key back to the hse.. hope spanky wont go eat.. hah. so now.. lying on my mattress and typing my post.. gonna slp le.. zhao!

apr25

today quiz is lame.. open book.. then my is pair work.. ulti lame.. my partner keep playing games then nv do research , oni i do .. so i ask him to write evrything and i provide oni the information.. think can get high marks ba.. the class is so boring.. heng got ppl pei me.. if not i rot.. went lt 26 after lesson.. help out awhile then got 10 dollar liao.. share among 5 person. then eat buffet.. dope foood! haha. after that went cheers meet the rest then went xf hse. play mahjong and chill then went home le.. tml is KO NIGHT! jia you everyone.. i am sure they will impress me later on.. and happy bday to farid.. haha.. gonna slp le.. zhao

apr24

nth special happen in sch.. went home after sch.. now doing last min preparation for my quiz. hope is easy and no big deal.. the lecturer say is 15 percent of whole module marks.. hope i pass.. lol.. zhao

apr23

sch work is making me stress liao.. think i go wrong course liao.. i still dunno much abt flash and blabla bla.. think i good game liao.. my programming also sure die.. today went studio.. chereo a song. call pimp in me.. very noobie but i think is a nice try la.. hmm nth much happen... gonna slp soon.. tml 9am lesson..6pm end.. sian.. hate my timetable.. zhao

apr21

so many things happen after fantazia.. all kinda shock me.. this just show me how life is like.. so unpredictable.. went sch today le.. for class.. nv really do much.. i am the new chairperson .. haiz.. nic sabo de.. lol.. went meeting and then had dinner.. found out another shocking thing when i went studio 73..

jiayou da jia.. see u guys on sat if i free gonna suport u guys!

apr20

Cherish..











so long and gd nite..

a video which make me tear again...

apr18

yesterday... which is apr17.. was the first day of fantazia.. did nt blog cause i freaking tired after that day.. i dun like perforamce on that day.. too many screw up.. of course my helena was the wrose wan.. forget 3 count plus forget steps.. cannot forgive myself.. been thinking.. fredy already modified it to a extent that i am able to do de but yet i still cant do it.. feel like stabbing myself... haiz..

today.. apr18... woke up late cause i too tired liao..and today cry a few time.. think everyone gonna call me a crybaby.. 1st was during the fullrun.. i forget helena steps again.. i cried after that item.. thinking wtf i am doing... keep making the same mistake over and over again.. 2nd time was the time when daphne sing tribute.. damm touching can... after that cry bcos of the debrief... thought of many things.. most ppl started crying during debrief.. so after that went home le..
fantazia is over le.. wan to give special thanks to some ppl

ann- thank you for giving this opportunity to dance in this production and also motivate when i feel low..

fredy- thank you for teaching that one eight.. after many modification i still cant give what u wan.. but u still talk to me patiently and willing to guide me along.. without u.. i cant dance helena properly.. thank you.. u r really a amazing choreographer and fren... thanks.. learn alot frm u..

strollerz- thanks all strollerz for listening to my problems and my bull shit.. u guys always give me the movtivation to work harder.. thank you

and thank you every single one who is invlove in fantazia.. without any of u.. the show cant go on.. jia you.. !! love u guys.. love NRA.. thank you... paiseh.. ang moh bo ho

apr16

fell sick.. dunno y.. think i too tired and i drink too much coke zero.. went to make the nra logo.. and hang it up.. i feel very man zu.. cause i do part of it.. although nt very nice, but i still like it alot.. everything is place in there le.. left that fantazia logo haven hang.. during full run.. is a disaster.. injuries happen, wrong formation, forget steps.. mic no sound .. make me feel damm scared and uncomfortable..
and as usual.. i screw up in helena.. and also other items.. i forget steps and formation.. even till now.. i am sorri to all cause i did not do my part well enough.. cant even meet the basic requirement..

i really things will turn better on apr 17 and 18..
and hopefully by next morning i hope my cough, headache and my back will be fine..
zhao..! jia you everyone..

apr13

screw up my helena today again.. sian ar.. i damm scared ar..everytime helena i will scared then will luan everything.. damm..

overslept like siao on bus when i make my way to woodland to collect my costume.. so bcos of that i reach home at 11 cause i keep dozing off..

starting sch soon... in another few hours..going to start my year 2 .. haiz.. slping soon le.. zhao!

apr11

Hate myself..
no confidence in myself..

apr 10

pls pls pls... do helena properly.. dun be a burden...! hold my jump.. must hang time.. one week more oni!! remember steps!! mirror steps cannot forget..!

one week more and i am still screwed.. stress.. and my body ache like siao...

one week more to to fantazia logo, nra logo and graffiti.. some help pls..

another full run tml.. hope can be better..
zhao...

apr9..

went studio do abit of comm work then prac hong lou meng. after that prac for xin xian showcase then soon is the full run of showcase le... it was tiring.. but i am still nt the worst one... jia you to those who gt alot back to back item..after that have a short debrief then went to 163 to eat ..with jaei mingli nicole and ivan.. after that then i went home le...

waking up early.. gonna slp.. zhao

apr8

went sch early for committtee stuff then find out that we dun need do anything.. leba till freshie prac start.. keep chiong till 3.45 pm and everyone was feeling tired.. through the prac i know one of my weakness.. kan pai.. hope can change that stupid habit.. after that i self prac for yutaki, helena and renfred item.. then got injure again due to the flip thing.. now.. left thigh, left and right ass, neck and knee is injure ... nb.. feel like disabled person..after the full run took a pic with cmt and xf(ru xiang)... cause they going botak le.. 2 mj player and dota player down... will feel abit empty ba.. haha..so went eat after prac then went home le..gonna slp le.. damm tired

apr 7

went find props and also costume.. cant find much.. hope ppl can lend me... then late for ice box self prac.. sorri david.. then xf solo his items and also freestyle ken showcase with ter..damm dope.. really respect him.. he going army soon.. gonna miss him man.. one mj player down..
so today is the first half full run..1st time was seriously like shit but i think 2nd one look slightly beeter ba.. my hong lou meng is screw.. not use to both side chereo.. keep mess up.. then my partner work dun look like partner work cause distance to far between me and partner.. haiz.. gonna work on that.. gonna prac helena and sad tango.. if nt i am screw.. now.. my thigh, neck, ass feel like shit le... need yokoyoko.. haiz.. going sch early tml.. zhao!

apr 6

today prac all gt delay.. clean hate that i love u and also junchao and ting mama de hua... felt better cause hate that i love u formation done... i damm scared last min will have changes.. anyway..i am happy today.. cause my mum and sis might come to see me at fantazia.. this motivate me more to dance even harder for fantazia.. not is not oni perforam to someone i dunno but to someone i love the most.. so happy.. feel emotional liao.. ha.. tml full run for first half.. then few more days is the actual thing liao.. jiayou.. today accomplish something.. learn frontflip.. for helena de.. now is about about catching the speed.. injure my ass today also.. hope it get better tml.. jia you everyone.. make it or break it.. zhao

apr5

shack shack shack.. play too much.. nv get some slp.. so no strength to blog.. these few days is the same as other days... always prac lor..i think most of the chereo and formation is done.. now i just need to remember the formation.. keep forgetting.. move your body body .. hong lou meng, junchao and hate that i love u formation i keep forgetting.. shit.. must remember.. if nt rehearsal sure die.. full run going to start soon.. making of props going to start soon also.. hope everything can complete in time... haiz.. now must rest le.. so can remember more things.. ronnie say de.. so i going to give it a try.. zhao..

apr 1... fool day

did nt blog for past 3 days.. cause i damm tired.. and also no point to blog cause like doing the same thing.. anyway meet ivan and jamie then go sch.. saw huiting also.. so we 4 go together... today i do a magic trick .. and all kanna trick... who wan try come find me.. mae and wilbert is the ulti wan.. cause their reaction damm big.. today also do renfred item... think one song down liao.. so abit relieve.. gt to prac more flip with jeanette.. ya.. after training then saw fredy and jaei partner work for if i aint gt u.. damm dope.. gt kanna stun... after that went ksl eat and then ride "car " home.. here is my fantazia progress.. hope everything can be clean and complete on time .. 2 weeks more...

FRESHIE SHOWCASE- done chereo and formation , need more cleaning..

XIN XIAN SHOWCASE- done chereo, got changes in fromation, need ulti more cleaning..

HONEY HONEY HONEY- done chereo and formation, need cleaning

HONG LOU MENG- done formation and chereo, need cleaning

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU- 50 percent of everything, need to clean like siao

RENFRED ITEM- one song down, one more to go

MOVE YOUR BODY BODY- done chereo and formation, need cleaning

YUTAKI ITEM- done chereo, formation tml, need cleaning

HELENA- done chereo and formation, but i forget the formation, so must go find out..

JUNCHAO SHOWCASE- chereo done, formation haven start, haven clean

XUANFENG SHOWCASE- done chereo and formation, but need ulti cleaning

SOPHAN SHOWCASE- done chereo and formation, still cleaning

MASS SHOWCASE- haven start.. die..

FINALE- dunno anything yet..

so in two weeks must complete everything.. abit hard.. especially cleaning.. gt to work a lil more harder le.. haiz.. gtg zhao!