july19

late for prac.. cannot forgive myself.. set 5 alarm and none able to wake me up.. when i wake i was in a calling ppl position.. it sound abit crazy.. i actually dreaming i was calling xf.. so late for just fine and end up screw the very first rehearsal cause i dunno formation plus steps not clean.. now still now clean .. but i think better than the first ba.. heard alot negative comments.. also some gd comments.. but bad wan more than gd de... so gt to buck up everyone.. went latin class... first latin class in my life.. the instructor is funny and i learn some basics today.. the oni name i remember is new york.. very nice.. not i nice but the instructor do damm dope.. went kap after that and chill with the seniors like ppppp and allegra they all.. hmm ... so overall tired but fun.. gotta zzz.. hope tml wont late again..

july14

today rush a project which is due tml...will die.. but after tml = one project down..then i will be left with 3 projects and 2 exams to go... how to not stress now.. haiz.. just gonna tell myself.. hey today is a gd day.. lol.. freshie camp coming.. = i will be busy during my holidays and b4 exams
suddenly think of spider man.. a great man comes with great responsibility..

pick up this today.. second time i pick it up.. pls look after ur belonging ar... haha

july13

today manage to bring one project down... now going to chiong the next one le.. tml got a test.. i haven study.. although is just a mock test, but i dun wan to fail.. gonna study later on.. just fine chereo is done.. left with cleaning.. left with formation.. gonna find out frm xt tml.. i am tired.. i really wan to slp... after this week i think i left with 2 proj and then is the study time for examination. things happen just so sudden.. u will nv know what is gonna happen next... i always say we must treasure the person that whom we care and love.. but i nv did.. i wanted to .. but i just scared.. scared they would reject me.. dunno y.. just feel scared.. read the blog www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com , think is something like that.. feel sad for her .. almost cry.. but one thing we learn from there again.. treasure someone u love and care..

july 10

today sch whole day.. very sian. but bo bian.. no school = no future... so have to go... go studio take name.. freshie names.. 100 plus of them.. really cannot remember their name.. also dunno who wrote liao or who haven... i always must be the evil guy asking the name and 4 dollar... notice something.. ask for 4 dollar all will give sian face.. once say give subsidies all smile and say thank you to me.. lol.. xing ar xing ar.. u say money bond us together.. u must stay back some time k..? i really everyday very late slp .. haha dunno when i can have a gd night slp.. think must clear all examz, project, cut down dancing then can slp well.. 8am sch later.. zzz zhao.

july 7

finally one proj down... that module now left with final exam.. now chionging other project... 4 is group one , one is solo de... and bloody hell.. tml gt test.. but i haven study.. really gg for me.. went for bboy training.. notice i really rusty... my hand is like easily nua liao.. haiz jia you...

july5

late for prac... sorry to nicole and mia.. next time wont le.. overslept bcos yesterday emo plus tired over proj...reach studio at 2.. they suppose to end le.. but bcos of me i guess. they drag till 2.20pm.. thanks! heng i learn abit.. i stay at studio till 7pm rushing my proj.. mon is due date.. hope can make it in time..

through work achieve success.. my sec sch motto..
i totally agree with it.. without hardwork u cannot be successful..

after aug 22.. will be a day i will laugh my ass off
jia you!!

anyway.. to share with ppl.. guess what some of u send me.. quite funny.. ha

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recently mood not very gd.. maybe bcos of the schwork and projects.. i really hope i can handle all these well ... if not shufang dream might come true.. ha.. everyday will be staring at my lappy, codes and lots of stuff.. i really really very sleepy... i just want to lie down on the bed listen to music and just slp... but have to always slp late to do project and stuff.. do in my living room so that i wont fall asleep.. till i damm shack then i will just slp on my sofa... i been slping in the living room for the past 2 weeks..once projects all done then i can chiong my bed liao..

today need to

Thanks phang..


and say goodbye to

dee.. gonna miss u lots... although dunno u very well.. but since fantazia till now u bring alot of memories.. like ur singing alot.. and ur songs always make me cry.. i admit i always cry ...tml i will send u off if i can make it in time... hope i wont cry tml... study hard there and do come back to visit.. misses...

been busy till no time to blog...the things that i do might be useless but i have my reason for doing it.. i love dance.. i really do.. whether it can bring me anywhere anot i am not sure.. but what i know is.. if i work hard for it.. it might be a dream come true for me... my schwork.. lots of projects.. can be programming, designing website, filming and stuff... feeling stress bcos did not complete any of these.. ask myself these question... what i wan to achieve frm this course, y i wanted to join this course... the answer is i want to learn something new and bcos of interest it bring me closer to multimedia and animation.. but now.. i feel so contradict...what i really wan in my life..? can someone give me a direction y i can follow? not been useful for the past , i wan to be useful and be known by people, wan to show people that i am not stupid and useless.. but somehow that nv happen.... i just type out how i feel.. if any one who views this and dunno what i talking about then i apologize for that...

LOST...
STRESS..
CONFUSE...
DREAM?
REALITY?