25th sept

din blog for like 1 week plus.. been busy with many things.. will update more soon... this danzation will be a learning journey for me.. as a dancer and also as a committee.. gonna make things happen and not gonna wait for things to happen... celebrated mia bday not long ago.. hope he like the surprise.. had a self prac of orange showcase.. not much ppl turn up but hope the cleanings is working.. will be having practice as usual everyday..its like a daily routine already.. i will always be the earliest to reach and the latest to go.. wonder how i can handle when sch reopens... i cant afford to fail.. think alot recently..

-sense of responsibility- jia yew

16 sept

today have a self prac for shimin showcase.. oni 10 turn up and somemore no air con.. my whole shirt jitao wet.. then prac till 5pm then end.. then oni at that time got aircon.. we chill awhile then went to airport to send ken off.. xf lom bang me jamie and don there.. so slowly more and more ppl come then i think gt abt 60 -70 ppl? i know gt a alot.. gt freshie, juniors, seniors and alumni.. plus instructors and also ken family and frens plus some of the rjc dancers.. really alot of ppl.. so we wait till 8 or 9 plus then we give him the surprise..

first was the kfc ads.. me and farid act gay and ask for direction from ronnie and david.. then david get up and do what ken do in ad.. really funny.. then after that we show him the choreo done by jj.. "yesterday". hope he like it.. after that he talk to us.. and then ppl r giving hugs, presents to him and also take photos la.. then gt ppl tear during that time.. i am not one of them... i jitao tahan.. so after that we pei ken go to terminal 1..

chill and chill.. ken was talking to frens, dancemates, families and while others while either eating or waiting to take photo with ken.. soon.. he have to go.. i was holding on to a camera.. taking each moment down b4 he leave singapore and also keep me busy.. so i wont get so emo.. but end upp.. i stilll cannot tahan.. a few drops of tear came out.. haiz.. really gonna miss him.. y nra always gt leave .. haiz.. dun like that feeling.. that some one that i know have to go away for a long period..

after that went popeye for awhile then went home le.. jitao chui no mrt home.. oni stop at tanah merah. jitao we go down see gt what bus to take.. heng gt bus go bedok so we chiong there see can catch last bus of 67 anot.. then.. chui.. no bus.. so me leen chin kok and joel took bus number 2 to outram park.. then chin dad lombang us back.. thanks to him.. if not i will be slping in outram.. so yea.. just gt back not long ago.. life must back to normal the next day ... cannot always emo..

ken.. gonna miss u... be back soon.. same goes to dee.. haiz.. emoing liao... zhao!

sept 8

went to bugis bai bai.. with rayne, ellialyn and calista.. they are ulti funny .. do alot of stupid out there.. especially ellia.. then rayne.. ulti de.. buy alot of food.. then i also chiong with.. spend like 10 plus on food oni.. lol.. after awhile i went off to sch for ken showcase le.. we clean steps and do a number of time.. after that i prac abit then chill at the back till freshie class finish.. then wait till 11pm then went bert hse play mahjong.. till 6am.. now is 5pm.. got to go studio le.. zhao!... rjc starting soon..! lol..

sept 6

muscle ache.. like crazy.. gt it from krump and jj bleeding love. really pain like siao.. went sch with jaei.. we took cab.. cause both of us happen to overslept.. first is bleeding love.. we clean the steps abit.. i think i still gt difficulty to do the steps.. haiz.. then is allegra.. i keep forget her chereo.. lol.. but nice la..after that went see suntec.. long time no see comp le.. but sian.. raining.. but me ivan and kok chiong all the way.. even gt rain.. i am also quite happy with the results.. but just find it abit weird oni.. haha b4 the result show went cine le..to eat plus catch soft toy..

eat cold soba.. like no feel.. not filling de.. regret not buying kok de..

catch toys.. gt catch la.. we catch quite a number.. the uncle like now my gd fren.. often help me to get the toys i wan.. really thanks to him.. so yea.. we chill until 3am then go home..

now is shack.. later prac 11am non stop hits till 7pm

heng von spears is the steam de.. phew.. ok gt to rest.. zhao..

sept 5

sept 5!! is my bday!! how i spend my day? i woke up at 12pm.. went BPP cafe cartel and have lunch with rayne, shirley, ivan and kok.. it was rayne idea of the lunch.. i actually plan to rot whole day.. bcos no where to go.. but rayne say must enjoy so she come up with this idea la.. so yea.. we talk and play during the lunch .. and also eat.. a waiter even hand shake with me and say happy bday to me.. yea.. so after that.. i split with them le.. rayne go home.. the rest go studio.. and i go cut hair

i go till china town cut hair.. not very nice but i still like la.. feel that my head is much more lighter.. so while i was on my way back.. pass by park mall.. saw jaei and jamie.. they saw me.. they stun.. i saw them i stun.. so me and jamie just sms to check out each other.. i slept on bus.. jitao miss my stop.. then i reach cck station.. plan to take lrt home.. i wanted to buy standard tix.. the cost is $2.10.. i oni gt $5 note.. s i put in.. then i press confirm.. u know what? no refund given..!! jitao my lrt trip become $5!!! i can go pasir ris with that amt!!.. so piss off.. die die must enjoy my ride in lrt..so i uncle abit.. door open just chiong for seat.. ahah

reach home.. celebrate with family.. we eat dinner together as a family and they bought me a cake to celebrate.. after celebration went studio 16 for orange prac... she keep say must dance manly.. then i keep looking at myself and think.. am i too gay? i gt arch anot? must constantly remind myself to be more firm.. hope can make sure i can handle her choreo manly.. haha half way through her prac.. me and cash and mia went 73 fer krump..

our entry: chiong inside studio and krump like stupid idiots..
next thing happen is..

zixiang: y u all late?
zixiang: y u all nv inform me u all will be late.. u know u miss out alot of basic? i am now going to teach back the basic bcos the 3 of u.. go to the front and explain to them y u late..

zixiang: u all accept!?

.....

xt: hmm.. ya..

xiang: who volunteer to teach these 3? while the rest of us continue...

farid: i will do it..

so obviously we kanna scold.. i kanna stun like siao.. bcos i dunno will so tense..

xiang: later u all show me.. solo one by one the basic.. wrong then we wont continue..

3 of us..: ok

so prac finish le we show him..
cash was first..

kanna scold abit then ask him to sit down le..

next mia..

kanna scold like siao.. i jitao almost cry.. but i tell myself must tahan.. it like oni one hr to the prac end...

then my turn.. i do wrong thing over and over again.. i jitao breakdown.. when he say..

xiang: if u keep doing it wrongly.. i will have to find someone replace u.. now i let u try with slower music..


i was really chui.. tears jitao keep coming out.. but just tahan... then the musci play....

YEW~~~!!! souja boy... blabalbla..

lights off.. then iknow is a surprise for me.... i jitao cry. first bcos of what xiang say.. second.. simplyt gandong.. so they bought a cake fer me and present for me.. i like it alot.. and i really gandong. of what all of them did..

after awhile we went kap eat.. talk and joke ard la..then went home.. beckie send me back.. super fortunate.. haha

ok.. now.. ty note:

ty to those who involve in acting out the surprise thingy... very dope... can go mediacorp de..
ty to those who chip in money for the presents.. they are really nice.. i love them alot..
ty to miccky! my bros.. for the presnet u gonna give me later..
ty to those who plan this..
ty to shirley and rayne for spending ur precious afternoon with me.. and also kok and ivan..
ty those who wish me happy bday either by sms, msn, friendster or face to face.. this simple message or wishes u give me really moves me... i really very gandong..
ty christine for the sweet.. haha.. i will finish it!! haha..
ty to the ppl who bought de cake..
ty to my family.. to have a celebration for me..

all these little things they do really gan dong me.. i really really feel very fortunate to know u guys.. love u guys!!! and yea.. gt to admit.. i am a crybaby.. just cannot control.. but pls dun use that word to make fun of me.. haha.. not very nice ar.. iwill paiseh de.. ok i enjoy my day.. thank you to all!!! ended with loves!!

sept4

gt shi min prac.. u know the chereo is really... FAST!!.. really gt a hard time to catch.. then chin gt use the beats to some funny thing.. damm funny.. i really feel bad today leh.. i see freshie then i forget name.. then i can see their disappointed face.. make me feel bad also.. i must remember their name !! jia you!! later on gt jj showcase.. omg.. heard is gonna be tough.. i just gonna jia you on that too.. haha.. gt to zhao!!

sept 3

today is ken prac! then gt teach the second song. the abit feminine wan.. gt whacking.. the something that i dunno.. they keep say is my thing.. but i dun think so la.. i might act like one.. but dun think i am gd as one.. gonna work hard also.. even in street jazz, reggae or even whacking if i were told to do so.. so yea.. whacking is tough.. gonna ask jj to teach me abit so i whack like whacking and not anyhow whack till i hurt myself.. after that collect class money.. i feel so bad when i forget their name... gonna remember asap.. if not they gonna hate me for life.. ok.. have prac tml as well.. gonnna zhao.. i feel older again..

sept 1

back from sch...went help chin.. then went for ken prac.. today is clean steps.. dunno y.. his prac always so enjoyable... and the chereo he teach is damm dope la.. trying my best to pop.. "pop" has nv appear to me in dance.. lol.. must learn how to hit liao... if not look like placing la.. after that went eat with nra peers then went back studio collect money.. still trying my best to remember ppl name.. in camp no much time interact with them.. so must catch up liao.. found back my choco bar le.. kok really cock eye.. nv see my chcoco bar.. kanna scold by me and chin.. haha..

today funny thing..: me, ivan, cash, mia, chin was carrying our bag.. want to go home liao.. then we hear krump music.. then we act krump ppl in front of zi xiang.. then i wear cap till cover my eyes.. then i just anyhow swing and shake like siao.. then i notice the rest nv chiong with me.. the next thing i heard is , " oi! ann looking la" then i look up.. is ann ... looking at me and laugh... lol.. i ulti paiseh... haiz..sian la..

ok la.. gt to zhao.. see ya!!