apr16

fell sick.. dunno y.. think i too tired and i drink too much coke zero.. went to make the nra logo.. and hang it up.. i feel very man zu.. cause i do part of it.. although nt very nice, but i still like it alot.. everything is place in there le.. left that fantazia logo haven hang.. during full run.. is a disaster.. injuries happen, wrong formation, forget steps.. mic no sound .. make me feel damm scared and uncomfortable..
and as usual.. i screw up in helena.. and also other items.. i forget steps and formation.. even till now.. i am sorri to all cause i did not do my part well enough.. cant even meet the basic requirement..

i really things will turn better on apr 17 and 18..
and hopefully by next morning i hope my cough, headache and my back will be fine..
zhao..! jia you everyone..