Dance is the sole of life

sept5:)

2009-09-05T11:42:00.000-07:00

manage to go to finals.. happy!!. one of my best present i had.. just gonna give my all for the next 2 coming weeks..:)

thanks for..everything u guys plan out for me.. i dun need list out la.. but really.. gt touch dao.. tmd almost cried when mia show me that.. serious.. haha.. but today..

i was surprised by you.. seriously.. din expect that.. ty very much..:)

-when it comes to going after what you love in life, dont take no for an answer..:)

haha.. think that help me alot.. ahligarto..

thanks for all the wishes.. be it in sms, facebook or handshakes.. i still appreciate alot..

and im touched.. cos im not being forgotten.. so fortunate to have all of you ard..:) thank you..

:)

:)

2009-08-30T11:15:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS TO ALL 20 TEAMS WHO GET THROUGH TO SEMI FINALS!!!

me and the other sevenss were so nervous during the result show... but heng we get through.. gt to work even harder.. cos oni gt one week..

after that went espn.. lol.. have to walk frm macdonald to the skate park.. almost die.. walk like 1/2 an hr.. lol.. like amazing race.. gt touch dao.. cos shufang and gangs also came down to support some of the teams.. some of them even walk with us.. haa... xin ku da jia le..

after that went jamie lim bday party!.. the cake is dope.. the food is dope.. the bathing tim is dope.. haha.do some stupid things over there too.. haha..

after wake up.. eat le then went home to prepare the first training for semis.. talk and tryout alot of things... still not finalise with alot of stuff.. hope.. by monday it should be okk..

10am.. monday... FYP discussion le.. haiz.. gd thing. is at loft.. damm chill.. bad thing.. have to do work le.. haiz..

alright.. time to chaoz..

HEATS../ESPN

2009-08-28T12:37:00.000-07:00

now damm late.. but i slping soon..
prac frm 5pm just now till 9pm.. with full force..

hope all of us can remember all the changes..

just gotta give our very best on the stage.. share our love.. haha..

so yea.. all the best to all 30 teams in suntec..

espn.. also.. all the best to all teams who is joining..

SEVENS!.. I ALMOST CRIED DURING THE DEBRIEF.. but i din .. haha..strong hor.. just remind urself.. to think

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haha.. jia you!!..

see ya laterss..

4/7

2009-08-27T12:45:00.000-07:00

hmm.. have a 4/7 prac.. it like finally.. haha.. just in less than 24 hrs we gonna have full force.. haha.. heats is just one more day to go.. im nervous.. but i keep telling myself not to worry and just enjoy every second i have on the stage.. cos it oni happen once in a lifetime..:)

we just gotta think positive.. jiayou everyone.. :)

von party

2009-08-26T10:22:00.000-07:00

today no training.. lol
went to von ang party ... b4 that went ion orchard walk walk..
the place is big.. and dope.. haha.. after that went to von party le..
the bus trip damm long.. 1 and half hr.. hardcore.. sit till me and ivan go crazy.. keep doing ripple..:)

the party was fun.. we sing, we eat and drink.. haha.. we just all the way zi high..:)..

have so much fun.. thanks to von for inviting:)

tml.. thursday...4/7 seven crew will be back:)... so happy.. haha.. waiting for fri.. ahah.. the full force day:)

jiayou!!!

2009-08-25T01:14:00.000-07:00

ONE ULCER GONE..
2 MORE TO BE CURE..:)
:).. SEVENS.. ENJOY IT:)

BUGIS

2009-08-23T13:30:00.000-07:00

woke up late..

went bugis with ivan to find costumes..

gt abit of shuo huo..

went to the new shopping mall.. the adidas shop in there is dope..

haha.. then after went to eat.. we have to choose between kfc yoshinoya and pastamania..

we play open number.. end up tio pastamania.. :( most ex among the choices..

then went walk walk again while drinking bb tea..

went into another adidas shop.. saw this adidas cap.. look like new era but not new era.. damm cheap.. so i just buy.. maybe it dun look good on me.. but hack la.. i think is a gd buy... :)

reach home nth to do.. funshion again.. watch 3 movies.. again.. haiz.. tml training liao.. :) although not full force again.. but doesnt mean i cant train:) haha..
chao..

3ulcers in my mouth.. ulti cannot enjoy food..:(

zzz

2009-08-22T11:08:00.000-07:00

went sch for a suntec meeting.. yea.. we made our decision..

prac awhile.. see there is any thing that we wanna change..

went mac then go home rot..

watch 3 movies.. then now really nth to do..

going slp le..

dunno is it throat pain or somewhere near my throat gt ulcer.. cant enjoy my food.. even drink water also pain.. chao.. cannot enjoy food is the most sian de.. think im heaty.. might fall sick soon..

sevens!! hui lai ba.. wo hao sian.. :)

2009-08-20T13:39:00.000-07:00

this is a random post..

was thinking... just right b4 i want to slp..

have i neglected alot of things?

i think through..

i kinda regretted.. cos i think i did neglect alot of things..

too many things till i feel like slapping myself..

think i should self reflect abit... and dun be so selfish..haiz

yea. that all.. done complaining.:(

melise bday!!

2009-08-20T11:34:00.000-07:00

haha.. wake up late..

wake up le jitao go sch for prac.. ooni me ivan and kok..

do some cleaning.. then went out prepare melise celebration..

happy bday to u.. hope u like the small suprise:)

she did a solo.. omg.. popping.. something i can nv do in my life.. haha.. after that..

back to prac.. full out again..

feel better.. but still tired.. haha

went for a meeting with ann...

hmm.. see u guys on sat then.. shall talk it out.. haha.

ya that abt it..

and i hate blog.. dunno is it my com prob or my web browser prob... i cant upload pics on blog..

damm it..

zhaossss

-yewyew

HMMM...

2009-08-19T11:49:00.000-07:00

today had training..

angles is still not 100 percent there...

stamina is chui..

but studies is more impt..

go study ppl.. just try to prac whenever u guys are free...

im scared and worried.. especially my portion... but hope everything will turn out fine..

watch each other back.. alert.. that all i can say...

see you guys soon..

-i just gonna have faith...

XIAO BEI BDAY CELEBRATION:)

2009-08-18T13:28:00.000-07:00

happy bday to xiao bei again.. went her bday celebration.. was dope!! b4 that.. went for training.. clean steps and also spend some time to do xiao bei card.. after that meet the rest to go helipad.. OH YA.. b4 that i almost nv go... training till half way suddenly my pants torn.. damm piss.. 2nd pants torn already.. because of the sun tec choreo.. argh... damm.. my mum sure scold me.. haha..

ok back to helipad.. the place it dope.. the concept of the club/ pub? is dope.. very chill inside.. and guess what.. food, drinks and certain alcohol is free flow.. omg de.. xiao bei bf really dope.. plan such a dope suprise for her.. she is damm xin fu!! haha.. so when she arrive we suprise her.. then give her presents then talk and eat .. till sijia came up to sing for her.. with another guy also.. omg.. their singing is dope wan.. haha.. damm nice.. then after that suppose to be xiao bei solo.. end up me, cash and kok gt pull out to do solo for her.. haiz.. i feel so suck.. NV GONNA ANYHOW SOLO INFRONT OF CROWD.. SO ASHAMED OF MYSELF!! haha..so yea.. after that just keep talking, eating and drinking and just chill.. shiok de feeling!!.. after that went have supper with xiao bei frens also then we check out xiao bei hotel room..

so nice!!! chao.. designer design de.. super cute and nice. so cozy inside.. but something funny happen there.. shufang really too funny liao... haha.. want know ? go ask her! haah. after checking out the room me jamie kok and sf took a cab and went home. OH YA.. HAVE A AIRBRUSH TATTOO TOO.. at helipad.. quite funny.. but i dunno it last for one week!! my tattoo too funny liao!!
haha

ok la.. see me = see my tattoo.. gonna go..

AUG15 SUNTEC AUDITION

2009-08-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS!!! to all teams to get into the heats!! :) so happy.. hope can push it further with my group:).. although there a few mistakes here and there but still felt very lucky and fortunate to be chosen for the top 30.. :) phew.. we gt to work harder!! but also study hard kkz.. gd luck to ppl if exams.. not oni people from NRA.. but also others... all the best!! hope i can upload some photos soon.. waiting for ppl tag me in facebook:)...

BACK FROM DEATH

2009-08-14T09:16:00.000-07:00

i was DEAD in the january.... 2009.. IM BACK !!!! TODAY IS... august 15.. it like half a year liao..
so just gonna update u ppl what i been doing? haha.. pictures say a thousand words.. so just see what i have done in this 6 months... basically dance and studies.. friends outing sometimes.

attended yiu workshop, love his choreo!!
night cycling with my alumnis, juniors and seniors.. fun outing!!
involved in danze4fund. as a advisor for choreography.. im glad to be involved in this project..
joined ROMP4.. good experience.. first time perform in a club.. so hard to get out of there.. lol..
know a number of groups.. all them are so gd!!! and congrats COOL KIDS CONNECTION for winning the competition.
kemeron workshop! have two choreo.. tired but fun.. he is very nice.. and thank you for the organiser for the opportunity to attend this workshop.
joined grooveinthewest.. manage to get into the finals.. was lucky to be in the finals.. other groups are so strong!.. congrats to pink dollars. joyce and the boys and other groups who won.

joined sbdc.. congrats to joyce and the boys for getting first and representing singapore to compete world hiphop international. congrats to basic motion for getting second place..! so proud of them.. great expereince..:)
invovled in momentum 2009.. happy to be part of it.. feel like family with them... cry a few times.. cause too touched liao.. and frm here i learned something.. look at what you have rather than looking at what you lost..:)

involved in TBG as a performer, met alot of overseas dancers local crews as well, all of them are so dope... it is an honour to dance on the same stage as them.
celebrated NRA bday.. haah.. the camp was not bad.. know soem freshies name.. and yea know some things abt nra that i din know when i came in.
poly experience.. oni have 1 week to prepare.. manage to make it work.. thank god.. make new frens! magnum force!! haha.. they are nice ppl!!.. it just happen that both clubs shy nia..
JATB BACK TO SINGAPORE GETTING 3RD IN WORLD HIPHOP INTERNATIONAL!! so proud of them!!! omg.. made history.. it must be a incredible journey for them..
of course.. today. aug15.. is the beggining of our journey..SEVEN CREW.. Audition is today.. lets make it work.. hope to push as far as possible.. and enjoyed the time we have together as a crew.. enjoy training with you guys.. we play ahrd and train hard.. let hope for the best.. and gd luck to the other teams as well!!! ...

time to slp.. stupid ivan ask me blog again.. then i tio tempt.. i dunno when is the next time i will blog.. so yea.. stay tuned..

SDZ NRA outing

2009-01-04T01:54:00.000-08:00

yea.. again.. MIA from blog for one week.. recently nth much happen la.. keep going ppl hse stay over.. stay my new year eve at xf hse.. spend my new year day at mia hse.. stay there gamble.. lol.. heng i nv lose.. phew.. then yesterday.. saturday!! went outing with the SDZ grp of ppl who perform danzation with us.. haha we went to sentosa!!! i think we have 10 plus ppl if i not wrong... never really go count.. thanks to ivan.. come my hse and wake me up.. if not i sure miss out all the fun they have.. haha so yea.. reach there on time .. but some of them were late.. so those on time de went sentosa first..wa ... reach there then rain sian.. then we pray we sing the rain rain go away song and hope the rain stop.. AND IT STOPPED! cool. then we chiong and find a gd spot to put our stuff and chill... haah.. everyone of us.. bring some food and share with everyone.. we gt sandwiches, drinks, nuggets, tibits, bee hoon, egg salad, fruits and many more.. haha.. eat till damm shiok!.. so yea ... suay suay no one bring ball and UFO .. so me and ivan collect money from everyone then go buy and play... so throughout the day we play volleyball, UFO, captain ball and soccer. we also gt play cards and murderer... some of them also went swim i think.. haha.. anyway.. the outing was fun.. this is my first time go out with them and i had so much fun.. really hope we can such outings again.. yea! photos will be posted soon i guess. or check on facebook.. haha.. recently val help me sign up facebook.. so yea.. i gt facebook le... can go steal photos haha.. and play games.. like pet society.. lol..
today is sunday... need do my work.. if not monday.. (sch day) i will chui.. so yea.. gotta zhao le.. now looking forward to post production party and dance class! woooo!!

eve and chrstmas

2008-12-26T02:35:00.000-08:00

eve:

went out.. first go ivan hse there teach xt to ride bicycle.. and i think he master it liao.. just need more practice.. haha.. sat he can chiong a bic on his own! yea.. after that went cinito meet limin and others.. watch movie.. the fourth one in the week.. heart pain la.. keep spending money.. :( yea.. before watching the movie we went eat and also catch soft toys.. not bad.. manage to catch a few.. gt happy dao.. yea.. after that then go chiong movie liao.. bought subway in.. again.. is like the second time in the week i spending money on subway.. EX!.. the movie not bad.. quite nice..but not to WOW extent.. haha so yea.. after that went xing wang chill.. chill finish we went OUT of cini.. bcos limin say wan take christmas lights... but.. outside is like warzone.. police all ard to make sure no riots or fights happen.. there were alot of ppl playing the spray.. lol.. christine kanna.. haha.. she suay.. she is the oni one tio.. we abit hum.. so we nv walk to the danger zone.. walk walk walk then may say she wan go home.. so all of us pei her home and she invited us to stay at her hse.. she damm sweet and nice.. dunno how to describe.. but just too nice liao.. haha.. so yea at her hse watch tv.. CSI then movie.. honey and white chick.. haha after that then went home liao.. i think ard 9am then i slp..

christmas:

yea.. so 2pm wake up.. meet xt to meet yuxin to go her hse.. for the party we gonna have at night... so yea.. her hse is bloody big.. with lift!. and swimming pool!! is like OMG de! so yea.. as time pass more ppl come and we started to camwhore and play.. most them were in the wii room playing.. some at studio talking and preparing their gift some like me went pool side play with dogs.. haha. so yea! evening we started the buffet and i think we are like hungry ghost.. jitao finish everything within half an hour.. then it is the free and easy time.. play wii.. play dogs, continue eating.. chill at roottop and doing other stuff.. at 9pm we have a exchange gift program.and i get sinyang present.. washing clothes de powder and washing dish stuff.. lol..i think during the late night.. alcohol come into play.. ppl were playing games. then loser must drink a sip or cup.. so yea.. by 4am got a number of ppl chui.. after settle them down then we can all go to slp.. haha
thanks yuxin and bigjon for inviting me to the party.. and i enjoy alot.. thank you!

okok.. i type alot of shit.. but i dunno u all who read can understand anot.. i dunno how express my feelings through typing english.. lol.. so sorry! ahha zhao.. looking forward to sat...!

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2008-12-23T10:28:00.000-08:00

21dec
went cini with xt, jj, glen,ken,orange, alex,xuejin, chien yen, vonspears, allegra, wangqin, terence, yuxin to watch yes man and eat steamboat... ha.. the show was not bad.. but abit lame in some parts of the story.. haha overall not bad.. that day i first time play left 4 dead.. play with xt, ken, alex, xuejin and ter.. quite fun.. but oni play half an hour then chiong watch movie liao.. what a waste! haiz..

22dec
went xiao bei hse chill... ivan, kok , chin, leen and jamie were there.. chill, talk and watch videos till 10 plus pm then went xiao bei hse nearby de foodcourt eat.. food not bad.. quite dope.. haha. eat untill full full liao then go town watch movie.. oni me, ivan, kok, and xiao bei went to watch.. the movie think gt part 2.. but i find it so so oni.. maybe wont chiong the part 2.. if gt part 2.. haha.. so after that xiao bei went back then the 3 of us.. went play left 4 dead till first bus then chiong home...

23dec
went cini watch this with trecia, limin, alene, xiao bei, mark, ivan, kok and xt.. b4 watching go catch soft toys.. i din manage the penguin.. so piss.. then we went watch.. the show is very nice!! oni the guys beside limin not nice.. he quite noisy.. keep give weird comments.. after that movie.. went back up for penguin again.. ivan manage to catch it.. then he give trecia.. the penguin lover.. haha.. thanks to chin dad.. the best daddy in the world.. for sending me , ivan and kok back home.. thanks!!

:)

2008-12-23T09:16:00.000-08:00

danzation is over.. saded.. but gd thing is make a lot of new fren..

frens from SIM!

tanglin sec ! for them.. i dunno their name yet man.. cause not in thier item.. but their damm frenly!! they damm on to take pic de.. haha i am sure.. there will be time for me to know more about them..
frens from rp.. haha.. not in their item.. but know some of their names during one of their break in canteen.. thanks to ivan.. if not i wont know them.. then i think on the 18th or 19th i saw my fren that i bboy with last time.. haha so happy... too bad i not in this item.. really enjoy watching their item..

frens under pat loo item..! din really talk to them.. but hope as time pass.. we will know each other better.. the sian part is.. when they take grp pic i was not there.. so sad.. miss diao leh!!

frens from SP(SDZ) !! they are funny, funky, nice friendly ppl! they bought us donuts, make us a book, make me so touched.. really enjoy working with them.. so fun.. hope there is more chance to work together in the near future.. this goes to the other external grp as well .. heehee:)

frens from fuyo! actually oni know some of them... then others is see them b4 but nv talk.. they really gd in bboying.. still gt so much to learn from them.. hope we can work together again:)

Dance dynamix! not full force.. think they went back early.. consist mostly nra ppl.. lol.. but it been a great experience learning latin chacha from them.. although still cannot get the feel out.. but yea.. great experience! they friendly also!! guide us when we are lost.. haha it been a great pleasure knowing them!

now to thanks those ppl who watch danzation.. thanks for coming...

haha.. thank you for coming.. haha.. hope you enjoy the show!!

thank you yun! and ma! haha.. so happy that they come and watch.. this is the reason y i always come home late with smelly legs... haha.. hope you all enjoy the show.. and shah.. thanks for coming!

aloysius!! haha my buddy... thanks for coming.. sorri bout the pic.. i lazy rotate.. haha.. hope we have time to hang out together man.. and do come back for class.. missing u!

thanks mellisa for comign down.. hope u enjoy the show.. haha.. come from camp leh.. so touched.. haha..

thank you to thinh and hong wei too for coming down to watch.. hope u all like it... din have a chance to take a pic with u .. so sad:(

okok i think i end my danzation post.. if not it will nv end.. zhao

danzation

2008-12-21T10:51:00.000-08:00

been nearly a month din blog.. due to preparation for danzation.. the show is over.. and i kinda miss it.. on the 20th of december.. when the house lights is on.. i look at the crowd.. and i started to tear.. i couldnt describe the feeling i have at that point of time.. maybe bcos my eng too lousy.. dunno how to describe.. what i see from stage is nearly 1800 ppl sitting /standing infront of me.. looking at the show. i just cannot tahan and jitao just chui.. this has been a great experience for me. i think i have learn alot from it, be it committee work or in terms of dance.. i think i have grown. at least a bit.. and i think every other ppl involve in this danzation feel that too.. this might not be the best production in singapore.. but it is definitely a good learning journey for me.. (am i making sense?) ok nvm.. i also dunno ppl understand what the hell i typing..

thanks again to those who came and watch the production.

and to all performers, i wan to say it is my honour to dance in the same stage as all of u. thank you. :)

although the show is over.. but my workload is not over.. time for me to do some receipts. gonna finish it asap.. zhao!

nov23

2008-11-23T09:07:00.000-08:00

yea.. din blog fro a long time again.. damm tired.. reach home slp liao.. mum jitao complain say y i everytime so late go home..haiz.. bo bian.. left 3 weeks oni.. and some of the item just start oni!

okok.. talk abt 19 first.. my full shift of red camp.. had fun with the freshie and also the students in red camp.. yea.. some grps quite sian but overall ok la.. they listen to instruction and do everything swee swee.. haha.. that day i no sch de leh.. i just go sch to help.. full shift..hha.. but i volunteer de la.. so yea.. no claiming credit ar..

ok tal abt 21st nov.. my stall opening!! haha woke up damm early to collect ingredient for the drinks.. then reach sch to set up the stall.. jitao gt a bit delay bcos the ice deliver late.. that guy name is call ah teck.. he always say.. can la no prob .. will send de will send de.. then lol.. he late almost one hr.. so yea.. once ice is there we started selling.. business was so so at first .. until 12pm-2pm when all preorder and peeps from red camp come down to support.. then jitao b4 3 all our purees gone.. except pineapple de.. we bo bian have to buy more purees to tahan till 6pm.. by 6pm manage to sell 70 cups.. phew.. think gonna sell again.. pls everyone.. support!! haah

on 22nd.. which is yesterday..i really can die.. bcos is a ulti long day for me... i reach sch at 10am for ronnie showcase.. clean steps.. then went to sp studio at 11.30am.. we reach early so go have a quick bite b4 they bring us there.. sp teach us locking.. lol.. i gt sian dao bcos i dunno locking de.. but bo bian.. chance given to me.. must grab! haha.. so yea.. i cant catch the steps lor.. to first and siao.. bcos i need do 2 suicide.. really can die.. my leg jitao not flex de.. bo bian.. need 3 weeks to master that move.. lol.. after that we went back studio at 2pm..went drive thru to buy mac for lunch then is street jazz portion for dd .. thanks to donovan and xiao bei.. we learn the steps first b4 going down to dd to show them.. so yea.. 5pm we went down there to prac le... do street jazz, and also their latin item.. i jitao no more feel liao.. think bcos lack of prac and i gt no talent in latin.. steps is there without the feel.. haiz.. upset.. we end at 7.30pm.. jitao chiong back studio and get ready to full run.. this full run i dunno y.. during bleeding love i jitao started to tear.. mayb bcos i gt the feel? haha the love for xb.. haha.. so ya.. first time fullrun i like that.. then ppl laugh at me.. haiz.. after my segment.. i wipe off my tears and sit one side and watch family segment.. i jitao wipe off my tears for second time.. bcos too emo liao.. jj and ore really did a great job and they very into the character. envy! haa.. after that is friendship le.. allegra gt new story line.. but hmm sorry la.. i just dunno anything.. haiz.. hope the next fullr un i have a better understanding. so yea.. we jsut run through it by items lor.. then we had a non stop run for the 3 segment.. after that finallly end!!! i jitao dance from 10am to like 12am... damm tired! then when i want to go home.. i see the rubbish out side studio i stun.. then i told mia teck abt it and then we decide to clear all those rubbish b4 meredith come on the next day.. so yea..we clean the studio plus clear the rubbish till like 1 or 2am then we took cab home..really...sat is can die..

okok.. long post.. for today had orange prac.. she basically just keep suanning ppl.. i sort of still not use to it.. cause she soemtime quite over.. then i will stun then loss of words. after her prac.. some of us went johnson duck eat and then went back to studio and wait for the opening item training.opening item i nv do much man.. so sian.. was helping the video team to guard toilet then miss diao the formation thing.. but ok la.. i still inside.. phew.. scared i not inside that item lor.. so yea after that went for ter and junchao showcase.. the item is like 90 percent complete.. so happy.. but his training is can die de.. just keep chiong oni.. lol.. after that chill at studio play psp then went home with kok ivan and alexis. yea.. hope i remember that freshie name correct.. if not i jitao paiseh.. ok sch starting in few hrs.. i better get some slp.. nights!

nov16

2008-11-15T08:49:00.000-08:00

feel damm tired! back from 2 rehearsal plus one training. somemore the day b4 help ivan do his project.. tml gonna do my one liao.. tues need pass up!! In fullrun.. i guess i have no confidence in myself and i think i am afraid to show.. therefore i can't portray out the character i am in.. is really hard..just gonna keep workin on it.. and bloody hell why my neck will get injure at this point of time. danzation is just round the corner.. i cant afford to get injure.. pls yew!! get well!! its getting better le i guess.. beckie, steffi, xt and alot of ppl la.. gt help me massage my neck.. ty! you guys are so caring!

everyone else! pls take gd care of ur body.. dun get injure kk .. the feeling of getting injure is ulti sian de.. omg..

aite.. gonna slp le.. need alot of rest!
and yea.. reminder again haha

21st NOV
basement convention
10am-6pm
collection time for preorder:12pm-2pm

menu for the day:
strawberry kiwi soda
kiwi soda
strawberry soda
pineapple soda
milktea

the choice is little i know.. but all these are nice.. i try b4 le.. really nice... it will be gd if u all support!! haha.. if u still wan preorder just sms me or email me.. i will make the arrangements:) alright zhao le!!bb

nov12

2008-11-12T09:30:00.000-08:00

today wake up le then go xf shop to discuss my IS project with qian hui. taste a lot sample over there..heng nv lau sai.. cause really drink alot diff de.. jj was there also. she went find robert to massage and do her nails.. over there i also make my own hotdog bun.. eat liao gt man zu gan.. but qian hui sister gt teach me how.. haha...
then jj lobang me and qian hui to sch.. i went for fuyo item. clean steps and learn steps.. the music really fast.. damm tired after the prac la.. then jog back with cash to 73 for pat loo self prac.. he and chin teach us the choreo. heng ar.. catch back the choreo liao.. but still messy.. hope gt another session to clean. so yea.. after that went home.. while crossing over the metal fence.. i jitao slip and fall la.. then ivan also kanna. lol.. i think ivan wan will tio bluc black.. haha suay..

anyway.. reminder again.. preorder is due tml!! i will collect money soon liao.. nv give me money = nodrinks. haha.thanks.. must support me pls.. thanks!!zhao!

pls!! support haha

2008-11-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

hi! on the 21 nov i will be selling drinks from 10am - 6pm at the basement of convention centre.

The drinks that i will be selling is from Dorippo. For those who know xuan feng.. yes.. is his shop!so yea.. i will be taking pre-order from ppl now.. so ppl pls buy one to show ur support k.. the collection time for ur drinks will be 12pm-2pm on 21nov.Try not to come too late to collect ur drinks cause the drink might melt. test has proven that the ice can tahan for 2 hrs.. and still taste nice.. haa but of course 12pm collect is the dopest time liao.. so yea.. dun collect late k. payment will be done after i write down ur order.. no refunds will be given ar.. so yea.. the drinks is really nice.. and the price is reasonable.. so dun wait any longer.. sms me or email me to place ur order now!!!

HP:92213287.
EMAIL:yewyew89@hotmail.com

i hope no one play prank on me.. i seriously just wan sell drinks nia.. so pls.. no prank k..here the menu!!

SODA $2.20
Cranberry soda
Pineapple soda
Rambutan soda
Lychee soda
Orange soda
Greenapple soda
Carrot-orange soda
Green apple – carrot soda
Strawberry kiwi soda
Pink guava soda

TEA

Ice lemon tea -$1.50
Milktea -$1.50

HOUSE SPECIALTIES $2.80

Chocolate banana milkshake
Chocolate banana milkshake(non-fat)
Avocado milkshake
Mango milkshake
Strawberry milkshake
Banana milkshake
Peanut butter milkshake

CHILL ICE BLENDED $2.80

Carrot orange ice blended
Banana peach ice blended
Pineapple ice blended
Pineapple banana ice blended
Green apple lime and orange ice blended
Orange grapefruit and carrot ice blended
Lime pineapple orange ice blended
Dragonfruit cranberry ice blended
Watermelon lime ice blended
strawberry kiwi ice blendedany

question feel free to ask.. just sms me or email me.. i reply u asap.. :) pls.. support!! THANKS!IF you dun feel like pre ordering.. you can visit our stall to buy on that as well.. we will selling drinks on that day too..!

nov 8

2008-11-08T10:08:00.000-08:00

b4 went for video shooting.. was at ivan hse helping his project.. final product come out like not bad.. haha.. next time show u guys the pic.. so yea.. went for video shooting.. then was at the haji lane.. wa.. there alot of ppl lor.. then i jitao gt shy dao at first.. cause need act nerd la.. so yea
once we reach there we get started to work liao.. it was tiring.. but fun.. do alot of stupid thing there.. then the shop owner also very gd.. let us go in wash hands and stuff. let us use their zhao pai robot for the shoot.. without him we sure dunnno how to shoot. so yea.. after that went eat dinner with xb hui ting and cash. but b4 we go to bugis junction... we saw a shop.. name mia fashion designer.. aiseh!

so i eat pasta and pizaa for dinner.. at pastamania..
spicy chicken pasta

and pizza.. this is my last piece.. i jitao put alot of cheese.. jitao no taste of the pizza haah..

yea.. today was tired.. but fun la.. enjoy the videoshooting and the dinner alot.. it somehow brought all of us closer together.. yea.. like that feel..:)

alright ppl.. 11am gt love segment and 1pm gt frenship segment.. dun late.. cos it starts on time..
be early to stretch! haah zhao!

MY IS PROJECT... PLS SUPPORT.. SPREAD THE WORDS!

2008-11-08T09:33:00.000-08:00

hi! on the 21 nov i will be selling drinks from 10am - 6pm at the basement of convention centre.

The drinks that i will be selling is from Dorippo. For those who know xuan feng.. yes.. is his shop!

so yea.. i will be taking pre-order from ppl now.. so ppl pls buy one to show ur support k.. the collection time for ur drinks will be 12pm-2pm on 21nov.Try not to come too late to collect ur drinks cause the drink might melt. test has proven that the ice can tahan for 2 hrs.. and still taste nice.. haa but of course 12pm collect is the dopest time liao.. so yea.. dun collect late k. payment will be done after i write down ur order.. no refunds will be given ar.. so yea.. the drinks is really nice.. and the price is reasonable.. so dun wait any longer.. sms me or email me to place ur order now!!!

HP:92213287.
EMAIL:yewyew89@hotmail.com

i hope no one play prank on me.. i seriously just wan sell drinks nia.. so pls.. no prank k..

here the menu!!

SODA $2.20

Cranberry soda
Pineapple soda
Rambutan soda
Lychee soda
Orange soda
Greenapple soda
Carrot-orange soda
Green apple – carrot soda
Strawberry kiwi soda
Pink guava soda

TEA

Ice lemon tea -$1.50
Milktea -$1.50

HOUSE SPECIALTIES $2.80

Chocolate banana milkshake
Chocolate banana milkshake(non-fat)
Avocado milkshake
Mango milkshake
Strawberry milkshake
Banana milkshake
Peanut butter milkshake

CHILL ICE BLENDED $2.80

Carrot orange ice blended
Banana peach ice blended
Pineapple ice blended
Pineapple banana ice blended
Green apple lime and orange ice blended
Orange grapefruit and carrot ice blended
Lime pineapple orange ice blended
Dragonfruit cranberry ice blended
Watermelon lime ice blended
strawberry kiwi ice blended

any question feel free to ask.. just sms me or email me.. i reply u asap.. :) pls.. support!! THANKS!

IF you dun feel like pre ordering.. you can visit our stall to buy on that as well.. we will selling drinks on that day too..!

losing it...

2008-11-05T09:31:00.000-08:00

Time for a change...

I am not working hard enough.. so i gonna work even harder now.. hope i can keep my promise and constantly remind myself..

tml is a brand new start.. be it in mma or dance.. i oni wan make it.. not to break it..

5 weeks more to...

will i be sitting at a corner...looking?

25oct

2008-10-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

ok.. it been damm long i nv blog liao.. wonder who always come see even gt no post.. haha.. anyway.. everyday oni dance and schwork lor.. nth much happen. external item start le.. hope 6 weeks is enough to learn everything and clean. haiz.. time is just running out.. same goes to my post in danzation.. receipts will be flooding soon.. gonna prepare.. if not i sure chui.. schwork also very cham for me.. unreal ungine and maya.. need window then can do.. my mac dun have.. so i have use sch wan... all my classmate already started chionging le.. i still stuck.. gonna catch up soon.. if not gonna repeat le..

alot of things happen lately.. cant remember all and cant possibly post down everything that i know. it will take ages to complete that. Anyway.. i like my IS grp alot.. IECOMM. my grp mates is super friendly and they treat me very nice.. one of them is kok friend also.. so heng.. and 2 is frm dance sports.. haha hope the proj we gonna do will succeed .. haha

later on.. gt ken prac .. and also pat loo.. yea.. dance is like a everyday thing liao.. ahah but i like it alot.. sch is fun oni after 6pm.. haha .. gonna zhao.. will blog when i free ba..

3 oct

2008-10-03T13:09:00.000-07:00

long time no blog.. haiz.. been busy with danzation... somemore sch starting soon... hope i can handle it.. recently is all bout practice.. nv really go out much... recently went chin hse overnight.. to play games.. really play games.. lol.. play till damm late then slp... but i enjoy it.. long time nv chiong liao.. then yesterday is shu fang come my hse.. to do danzation stuff.. sister thought she my gf.. lol.. so do till very late also..then me and her went eat breakfast at shopping centre near my place de.. also long time nv eat breakfast at the breakfast timing.. haah.. then today.. go sch at 4 plus.. met some freshies on the way then chat a bit.. damm shy to talk to them.. dunno what to talk.. after that i open studio then i just stare at them blindly while they having their prac...

after awhile went 16 to open studio with bw.. then went back 73 to continue looking at the freshie.. like their choreo.. haha look fun.. want to learn haha.. oops..after that i self prac awhile then i join the meeting for a while then went for orange item.. choreo is complete ...it is damm tiring.. then went over to 16 for krump.. zi xiang wan us to battle.. so can get the feel he wan.. the battle machaim like fighting.. gt alot of physical contact.. then ore accidentally hit my precious... then damm pain.. but i still must continue to be fierce.. after battle.. then we chiong the choreo.. wa.. really the feel improve..after that clean steps then we went to bus stop... saw alot of ppl covering joel.. so went over to ask what happen.. they say gt motor hit joel then zhao.. i jitao angry de say.. got remember the face and the plate number.. then they say no.. but awhile chee cheng go shake joel " injure leg" then we know we kanna fake..

lol.. it is funny la.. for those who plan this... but some ppl might not take it.. heng i can take it..
then chin go scold joel very loudly.. you think very funny!! you think is funny tricking us?!!( in chinese) then jitao all silence..

chin: then like that fun?!! ( in chinese and laughing at the same time)

then joel kanna fake.. haha.. we like laugh like siao.. chin help us take revenge.. lol..after that incident allwent off liao.. so me jamie and ivan went ksl to meet jaei and nicole to eat.. then we talk till 3am.. then i use ivan bicycle to go home..

later 9am gt meeting ar.. hope i wont late.. must prove that mia teck wrong.. he is heng oni.. got mum wake him up.. one xinfu panda..

okok gonna zhao.. will blog more if gt time..

25th sept

2008-09-25T11:40:00.000-07:00

din blog for like 1 week plus.. been busy with many things.. will update more soon... this danzation will be a learning journey for me.. as a dancer and also as a committee.. gonna make things happen and not gonna wait for things to happen... celebrated mia bday not long ago.. hope he like the surprise.. had a self prac of orange showcase.. not much ppl turn up but hope the cleanings is working.. will be having practice as usual everyday..its like a daily routine already.. i will always be the earliest to reach and the latest to go.. wonder how i can handle when sch reopens... i cant afford to fail.. think alot recently..

-sense of responsibility- jia yew

16 sept

2008-09-16T10:25:00.000-07:00

today have a self prac for shimin showcase.. oni 10 turn up and somemore no air con.. my whole shirt jitao wet.. then prac till 5pm then end.. then oni at that time got aircon.. we chill awhile then went to airport to send ken off.. xf lom bang me jamie and don there.. so slowly more and more ppl come then i think gt abt 60 -70 ppl? i know gt a alot.. gt freshie, juniors, seniors and alumni.. plus instructors and also ken family and frens plus some of the rjc dancers.. really alot of ppl.. so we wait till 8 or 9 plus then we give him the surprise..

first was the kfc ads.. me and farid act gay and ask for direction from ronnie and david.. then david get up and do what ken do in ad.. really funny.. then after that we show him the choreo done by jj.. "yesterday". hope he like it.. after that he talk to us.. and then ppl r giving hugs, presents to him and also take photos la.. then gt ppl tear during that time.. i am not one of them... i jitao tahan.. so after that we pei ken go to terminal 1..

chill and chill.. ken was talking to frens, dancemates, families and while others while either eating or waiting to take photo with ken.. soon.. he have to go.. i was holding on to a camera.. taking each moment down b4 he leave singapore and also keep me busy.. so i wont get so emo.. but end upp.. i stilll cannot tahan.. a few drops of tear came out.. haiz.. really gonna miss him.. y nra always gt leave .. haiz.. dun like that feeling.. that some one that i know have to go away for a long period..

after that went popeye for awhile then went home le.. jitao chui no mrt home.. oni stop at tanah merah. jitao we go down see gt what bus to take.. heng gt bus go bedok so we chiong there see can catch last bus of 67 anot.. then.. chui.. no bus.. so me leen chin kok and joel took bus number 2 to outram park.. then chin dad lombang us back.. thanks to him.. if not i will be slping in outram.. so yea.. just gt back not long ago.. life must back to normal the next day ... cannot always emo..

ken.. gonna miss u... be back soon.. same goes to dee.. haiz.. emoing liao... zhao!

sept 8

2008-09-09T01:46:00.000-07:00

went to bugis bai bai.. with rayne, ellialyn and calista.. they are ulti funny .. do alot of stupid out there.. especially ellia.. then rayne.. ulti de.. buy alot of food.. then i also chiong with.. spend like 10 plus on food oni.. lol.. after awhile i went off to sch for ken showcase le.. we clean steps and do a number of time.. after that i prac abit then chill at the back till freshie class finish.. then wait till 11pm then went bert hse play mahjong.. till 6am.. now is 5pm.. got to go studio le.. zhao!... rjc starting soon..! lol..

sept 6

2008-09-06T12:40:00.000-07:00

muscle ache.. like crazy.. gt it from krump and jj bleeding love. really pain like siao.. went sch with jaei.. we took cab.. cause both of us happen to overslept.. first is bleeding love.. we clean the steps abit.. i think i still gt difficulty to do the steps.. haiz.. then is allegra.. i keep forget her chereo.. lol.. but nice la..after that went see suntec.. long time no see comp le.. but sian.. raining.. but me ivan and kok chiong all the way.. even gt rain.. i am also quite happy with the results.. but just find it abit weird oni.. haha b4 the result show went cine le..to eat plus catch soft toy..

eat cold soba.. like no feel.. not filling de.. regret not buying kok de..

catch toys.. gt catch la.. we catch quite a number.. the uncle like now my gd fren.. often help me to get the toys i wan.. really thanks to him.. so yea.. we chill until 3am then go home..

now is shack.. later prac 11am non stop hits till 7pm

heng von spears is the steam de.. phew.. ok gt to rest.. zhao..

sept 5

2008-09-05T11:09:00.000-07:00

sept 5!! is my bday!! how i spend my day? i woke up at 12pm.. went BPP cafe cartel and have lunch with rayne, shirley, ivan and kok.. it was rayne idea of the lunch.. i actually plan to rot whole day.. bcos no where to go.. but rayne say must enjoy so she come up with this idea la.. so yea.. we talk and play during the lunch .. and also eat.. a waiter even hand shake with me and say happy bday to me.. yea.. so after that.. i split with them le.. rayne go home.. the rest go studio.. and i go cut hair

i go till china town cut hair.. not very nice but i still like la.. feel that my head is much more lighter.. so while i was on my way back.. pass by park mall.. saw jaei and jamie.. they saw me.. they stun.. i saw them i stun.. so me and jamie just sms to check out each other.. i slept on bus.. jitao miss my stop.. then i reach cck station.. plan to take lrt home.. i wanted to buy standard tix.. the cost is $2.10.. i oni gt $5 note.. s i put in.. then i press confirm.. u know what? no refund given..!! jitao my lrt trip become $5!!! i can go pasir ris with that amt!!.. so piss off.. die die must enjoy my ride in lrt..so i uncle abit.. door open just chiong for seat.. ahah

reach home.. celebrate with family.. we eat dinner together as a family and they bought me a cake to celebrate.. after celebration went studio 16 for orange prac... she keep say must dance manly.. then i keep looking at myself and think.. am i too gay? i gt arch anot? must constantly remind myself to be more firm.. hope can make sure i can handle her choreo manly.. haha half way through her prac.. me and cash and mia went 73 fer krump..

our entry: chiong inside studio and krump like stupid idiots..
next thing happen is..

zixiang: y u all late?
zixiang: y u all nv inform me u all will be late.. u know u miss out alot of basic? i am now going to teach back the basic bcos the 3 of u.. go to the front and explain to them y u late..

zixiang: u all accept!?

.....

xt: hmm.. ya..

xiang: who volunteer to teach these 3? while the rest of us continue...

farid: i will do it..

so obviously we kanna scold.. i kanna stun like siao.. bcos i dunno will so tense..

xiang: later u all show me.. solo one by one the basic.. wrong then we wont continue..

3 of us..: ok

so prac finish le we show him..
cash was first..

kanna scold abit then ask him to sit down le..

next mia..

kanna scold like siao.. i jitao almost cry.. but i tell myself must tahan.. it like oni one hr to the prac end...

then my turn.. i do wrong thing over and over again.. i jitao breakdown.. when he say..

xiang: if u keep doing it wrongly.. i will have to find someone replace u.. now i let u try with slower music..

i was really chui.. tears jitao keep coming out.. but just tahan... then the musci play....

YEW~~~!!! souja boy... blabalbla..

lights off.. then iknow is a surprise for me.... i jitao cry. first bcos of what xiang say.. second.. simplyt gandong.. so they bought a cake fer me and present for me.. i like it alot.. and i really gandong. of what all of them did..

after awhile we went kap eat.. talk and joke ard la..then went home.. beckie send me back.. super fortunate.. haha

ok.. now.. ty note:

ty to those who involve in acting out the surprise thingy... very dope... can go mediacorp de..
ty to those who chip in money for the presents.. they are really nice.. i love them alot..
ty to miccky! my bros.. for the presnet u gonna give me later..
ty to those who plan this..
ty to shirley and rayne for spending ur precious afternoon with me.. and also kok and ivan..
ty those who wish me happy bday either by sms, msn, friendster or face to face.. this simple message or wishes u give me really moves me... i really very gandong..
ty christine for the sweet.. haha.. i will finish it!! haha..
ty to the ppl who bought de cake..
ty to my family.. to have a celebration for me..

all these little things they do really gan dong me.. i really really feel very fortunate to know u guys.. love u guys!!! and yea.. gt to admit.. i am a crybaby.. just cannot control.. but pls dun use that word to make fun of me.. haha.. not very nice ar.. iwill paiseh de.. ok i enjoy my day.. thank you to all!!! ended with loves!!

sept4

2008-09-03T11:37:00.000-07:00

gt shi min prac.. u know the chereo is really... FAST!!.. really gt a hard time to catch.. then chin gt use the beats to some funny thing.. damm funny.. i really feel bad today leh.. i see freshie then i forget name.. then i can see their disappointed face.. make me feel bad also.. i must remember their name !! jia you!! later on gt jj showcase.. omg.. heard is gonna be tough.. i just gonna jia you on that too.. haha.. gt to zhao!!

sept 3

2008-09-02T11:59:00.000-07:00

today is ken prac! then gt teach the second song. the abit feminine wan.. gt whacking.. the something that i dunno.. they keep say is my thing.. but i dun think so la.. i might act like one.. but dun think i am gd as one.. gonna work hard also.. even in street jazz, reggae or even whacking if i were told to do so.. so yea.. whacking is tough.. gonna ask jj to teach me abit so i whack like whacking and not anyhow whack till i hurt myself.. after that collect class money.. i feel so bad when i forget their name... gonna remember asap.. if not they gonna hate me for life.. ok.. have prac tml as well.. gonnna zhao.. i feel older again..

sept 1

2008-09-01T08:33:00.000-07:00

back from sch...went help chin.. then went for ken prac.. today is clean steps.. dunno y.. his prac always so enjoyable... and the chereo he teach is damm dope la.. trying my best to pop.. "pop" has nv appear to me in dance.. lol.. must learn how to hit liao... if not look like placing la.. after that went eat with nra peers then went back studio collect money.. still trying my best to remember ppl name.. in camp no much time interact with them.. so must catch up liao.. found back my choco bar le.. kok really cock eye.. nv see my chcoco bar.. kanna scold by me and chin.. haha..

today funny thing..: me, ivan, cash, mia, chin was carrying our bag.. want to go home liao.. then we hear krump music.. then we act krump ppl in front of zi xiang.. then i wear cap till cover my eyes.. then i just anyhow swing and shake like siao.. then i notice the rest nv chiong with me.. the next thing i heard is , " oi! ann looking la" then i look up.. is ann ... looking at me and laugh... lol.. i ulti paiseh... haiz..sian la..

ok la.. gt to zhao.. see ya!!

sept1

2008-08-31T10:44:00.000-07:00

camp is finally over!! feel damm tired.. learn alot from it... and also at the same time know my weakness... thank you shane, zi xiang for talking to me.. and guide me along... thank you camp comm for helping me run this camp... thank you welfare for doing ur job.. ensuring that all campers have food to eat.. and make sure tha eating place is clean after eating.. thank you logistics.. the sai gang warriors.. it been hard for u guys.. i giving my help to u guys tml.. to show u my appreciation in whatever u guys did.. everything is fine.. thank you chin for leading the log team.. u gt gd leader ship! thank you stylist team.. helping campers on make up and make them learn something from the camp.. thank you games I/C .. without u guys i think they will fall asleep liao.. u guys did great in bond night also.. campers really enjoy it alot.. thank you overGL , for helping make sure their belongings are kept safely and make sure GL is doing their part.. thank you first aid... all injured ppl were taken care... without u guys.. the camp will be a chaos.. thank you music and video team.. thank you ivan for all the funny music and the editing.. gd job.. to video team.. u guys did a great job for the video.. ty treasurer.. for collecting money and make sure we have enough budget... hope i nv miss out anyone.. thank you mia.. for being at my side and give me ur support and guidance.. really appreciate it..

thank you GLs for making effort to lead each slping groups in games, activity. without u guys the camp will be chaos with out anyone to lead each and individual groups..

thank you choreogrpahers! for teaching the campers.. i am sure they learn alot from this experience.. gd job in the showcase.. i enjoy each and every item... all of u are indeed the winner..

i am so proud and honoured to have you guys as my camp comm, GLs, and chereographers.. thank you for making this camp happen... love you guys!!! thanks you to all campers too.. fer making this happen!

aug29

2008-08-29T02:11:00.000-07:00

in camp! damm tired!

aug 26

2008-08-26T13:12:00.000-07:00

exams is over .. feel shiok and feel empty... afternoon always is my rotting time.. evening then went studio to meeting or collect money... xing!! when u back!!? haiz... long time no blog.. was busy.. just to update u guys... watch meet dave few days ago.. not bad.. and celebrated von, melise and lim bday.. a small celebration la but hope they like it.. anyway.. freshie camp is on thurs.. abit nervous.. but must stay firm.. hope it will be an enjoyable camp.. nth much to say leh.. i haven start my danzation prac yet.. so i just have to wait.. sept 6 could be the worst day of my life.. haha

AUG20

2008-08-20T09:31:00.000-07:00

damm! exam coming near like siao now... 21 aug 2pm.. my war start .. 22aug 4pm my war will end.. 2 days nia but studying those things really piss me off.. Hope i can do well ba... gonna slp soon le.. gonna chiong study in morning .. so afternoon will feel more prepared. haha.. zhao! here a ad again.. singapore de.. very touching.. is a short clip actually.. i like the clip alot.. very touching .. almost cry.. haa. enjoy!

aug 18

2008-08-18T11:19:00.001-07:00

nth happen much today... just gonna show u guys something funny.. this is the latest commercial for olympics.. u will see this in cinema if u watch movie.. damm funny..

Aug17

2008-08-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

today is a happy day i guess.. eat alot food, watch a movie and gt study.. haha..
wake up early to go lib with ivan to study... nb.. reach there at 10am.. there already pack with ppl.. crazy de..
see.. so many ppl la.. but heng we manage to get the seats.. phew.. so study till about 3pm plus then jamie came and she pei me eat nice food.. i had a black pepper chicken set and a ice jelly at causeway kopitiam.. nice!! after that went back to study... slp awhile also.. then went home le.. cause gonna watch movie with my mum and my sis..

so happy la.. long time nv go out with them.. and my mum long time nv watch movie le... so i very happy.. when i see her happy.. we watch 12 lotus.. overall not very nice la.. my mum like very enjoy... so is gd..haha.. some shots is weird.. and the lines they say also weird.. aiya.. u watch then u know what i mean..

after movie buy pasa malam then went home le.. play PSP till now.. gonna continue chiong my module tml.. haiz.. anyway.. gt new blog songs.. kinda like.. "lies" by big bang.. the MTV i like..

hao de.. enjoy.. off my imeen fast b4 watch ar.. sayonara!

aug17

2008-08-16T06:48:00.000-07:00

argh..exams coming.. not confident leh.. very scared will fail.. gonna study later if not sure chui.. here are some funny thing happen this few days..
this is a weird cubicle i saw at the place i work a few days ago.. look normal right.. see the small dot? here a zoom in..
lol!! is a fly!!! bloody hell .. the first time i see this almost lau sai.. i was peeing leh.. then i saw this.. thought is real de.. then i scared.. after i flush then i know is fake... but i dunno why must have this thing.. damm scary...

then i saw this after i work.. damm style la...
think he is a pokemon fan.. or a pikachu fan.. the driver is inside.. and i think he saw me taking this pic..

another thing... think when i going home with ivan.. take bus from the bus stop near KAP.. then when bus come we chiong and flag the bus la.. then bus stop damm infront.. then uncle say we next time must flag earlier.. then i piss off.. cause i flag damm early liao.. so i jitao reply..
"uncle, no leh.. i think you should buy a spec..then u can see clearly". i know abit bad but i really flag once i saw the bus..
today also.. gt ppl press bell then uncle forget to stop.. jitao stop at road side.. lol.. bus driver nowadays all seems to be blur... ok gonna zhao..

aug12

2008-08-12T07:46:00.001-07:00

been working these few days.. long time no work... shiok ar.. gt money.. not much but still shiok.. job is simple.. just put letter in envelope.. did alot fro yesterday and today.. tml gonna chiong again..

here is a sample to show u what i have done with ivan, su rebecca and wq
haha.. nth much to say.. since i have doing this for the whole afternoon.. gonna start study soon.. if not .. haiz..

aug 9

2008-08-10T00:04:00.000-07:00

happy bday to bao wen!!
happy bday to singapore!!

went sch to get game from jonathan and show zi xiang what i have done so far.. i gt this new PSP game!! damm high.. keep on play..
jitao play from afternoon till now.. haha high la.. ard 5 plus went for latin.. lol is chereo time le.. guys gonna learn 2 chereo.. wa hard like siao.. i damm stress.. sorri yen.. i am not a very gd partner.. nv lead u leh.. feel so sorri... after latin went we are ging off. hear fireworks sound.. jitao high.. we gt see fireworks leh.. but damm far la.. still not bad la.. then went kap eat.. with cash ivan and steffi.. after that me cash and ivan went to join ppppp and kok they all.. go catch soft toy at cini again.. manage to catch 2.. high la!!

then went down to play pool.. after that chill liao then go home.. in the NR3 we all talk ghost stories.. i gt abit scared la.. then dun dare go home.. so go ivan hse slp.. now gonna go home first then go back to his hse again to do work.. haha zhao..

aug8

2008-08-08T10:59:00.000-07:00

yea.. nth much happen today.. went see ndp in convention centre.. overall ok la.. enjoy myself there heng gt wilbert... if nt dun think i will be very high.. then went eat then go ourspace with zi xiang.. help him with his stuff.. anyway.. nb.. he gt the same bag as me.. then he piss off.. i also can piss off lor.. but nvm la.. also buy liao.. means we gt gd taste.. after meeting time.. i thought i not involve.. then suddenly they say head change.. jitao i must join in the meeting.. haha national day le but no national feel.. gt latin sian cannot go out with secondary schmates i guess.. really miss them.. marcus, dominic, sorhoon wee kiat, yu fong, yk, eunice and many more.. argh.. been busy with sch and dance.. dun have time to go out with u guys.., dun forget me man!! i miss u guys.

Bored

2008-08-07T07:20:00.000-07:00

so bored.. so i took some quiz and here the results:

so .. according to results.. i am a rich, sexy, cute and lonely man on earth.. and i am a man..haha..

aug 7

2008-08-07T05:29:00.001-07:00

going to be national day soon... tml cash choy and 3 other freshies will perform in convention.. might go there to support.. no national day feel.. like another normal day leh.. anyway.. my proj is all done!!! woo.. high.. today proj is the most high wan bcos its my fav module.. here is proj

the final product is inside.. it is a documentary.. about shoplifting.. jamie c and wilbert gt act inside.. thanks to them.. without them my proj wont get it done.. here the video..

then after submit i go leba le.. go collect shufang cookie.. very nice.!! make some for me again..i nv eat in front of her.. but now i show her la hor.. i gt eat.. and i finish everything..

thank you shufang :) haha appreciate it!! now i at home rotting.. gonna chiong back naruto again ba.. finally can relax abit liao..gt happy dao..

aug6

2008-08-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

went for a movie with chin kok mia von ivan wilbert cash... we reach town early and buy the tix first.. then went fareast shopping.. mia go and pierce .. he siao liao.. then we walk walk ard.. von bought a new cap and i bought a new bag, cash also bought a new shirt.. the bag quite cheap.. and i like it alot... haha.. very happy yesterday!!

then we go back to cini and wait for the movie.. while waiting we go catch soft toys.. von me mia bert and chin gt catch.. my one is the character in naruto.. his name is rock lee.. haha..damm happy bcos oni gt one rock lee inside and i caught with oni 2 try.. haha.. shiok..

after that go arcade and play dance dance revolution and para para.. lol.. i dunno how to play so i anyhow play.. look like hitting mosquito... then finally movie start liao we chiong inside the cinema and watch.. the movie was money no enough.. quite nice.. although is lame but gt moral de.. i jitao cry... so yea.. not bad ar.. go watch... yea then watch till 12am.. jitao no bus.. then me and ivan went wilbert hse and slp..haa going soon now i guess.. tata.. zhao!

aug4

2008-08-03T23:30:00.000-07:00

long time no blog.. lol.. busy with this and that.. buy heng thing is now proj left oni one!! woooo gt high dao.. then exam coming le lor.. need study soon.. camp coming also le.. keep reminding myself to be firm ... hope everything run smoothly.. haha maybe going bugis one day with ivan to see bag plus bai bai... here are some photos to show la.. ahah.. and the new discovery i find.. woo
enjoy!

foun this at cash blog... lol.. although abit gay.. but gt feel leh.. some more i think we 2 quite shuai.. oops.. hahah.. this one is taken during studio wu ba.. haha. my another apologise partner.
MICCKY.. the family photo.. taken during 31sy july performance.. i like leh.. look so stone.. haha
here the ALA!! actually oni me... then jon join in.. then after that ivan join in.. then david.. so we are the new superheros in town.. check out the ALA FOUR!
the badminton and captain ball outing.. thanks to chin and melise.. i am the china team with baowen.. although we lose to malaysia team (zi xiang, david) we will battle again!! haha

recently oni do project , latin class, preparation for 31st july performance, tp concert and badminton outing ba.. oh... and also movie outing... watched the mummy.. quite nice ba...haha
maybe watching another movie with ivan during weekdays.. 6 nia.. woo! hhaa k try my best update so my blog wont die.. hao de .. zhao liao.. bb

july19

2008-07-19T11:19:00.000-07:00

late for prac.. cannot forgive myself.. set 5 alarm and none able to wake me up.. when i wake i was in a calling ppl position.. it sound abit crazy.. i actually dreaming i was calling xf.. so late for just fine and end up screw the very first rehearsal cause i dunno formation plus steps not clean.. now still now clean .. but i think better than the first ba.. heard alot negative comments.. also some gd comments.. but bad wan more than gd de... so gt to buck up everyone.. went latin class... first latin class in my life.. the instructor is funny and i learn some basics today.. the oni name i remember is new york.. very nice.. not i nice but the instructor do damm dope.. went kap after that and chill with the seniors like ppppp and allegra they all.. hmm ... so overall tired but fun.. gotta zzz.. hope tml wont late again..

july14

2008-07-14T11:32:00.000-07:00

today rush a project which is due tml...will die.. but after tml = one project down..then i will be left with 3 projects and 2 exams to go... how to not stress now.. haiz.. just gonna tell myself.. hey today is a gd day.. lol.. freshie camp coming.. = i will be busy during my holidays and b4 exams
suddenly think of spider man.. a great man comes with great responsibility..

pick up this today.. second time i pick it up.. pls look after ur belonging ar... haha

july13

2008-07-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

today manage to bring one project down... now going to chiong the next one le.. tml got a test.. i haven study.. although is just a mock test, but i dun wan to fail.. gonna study later on.. just fine chereo is done.. left with cleaning.. left with formation.. gonna find out frm xt tml.. i am tired.. i really wan to slp... after this week i think i left with 2 proj and then is the study time for examination. things happen just so sudden.. u will nv know what is gonna happen next... i always say we must treasure the person that whom we care and love.. but i nv did.. i wanted to .. but i just scared.. scared they would reject me.. dunno y.. just feel scared.. read the blog www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com , think is something like that.. feel sad for her .. almost cry.. but one thing we learn from there again.. treasure someone u love and care..

july 10

2008-07-10T10:39:00.000-07:00

today sch whole day.. very sian. but bo bian.. no school = no future... so have to go... go studio take name.. freshie names.. 100 plus of them.. really cannot remember their name.. also dunno who wrote liao or who haven... i always must be the evil guy asking the name and 4 dollar... notice something.. ask for 4 dollar all will give sian face.. once say give subsidies all smile and say thank you to me.. lol.. xing ar xing ar.. u say money bond us together.. u must stay back some time k..? i really everyday very late slp .. haha dunno when i can have a gd night slp.. think must clear all examz, project, cut down dancing then can slp well.. 8am sch later.. zzz zhao.

july 7

2008-07-07T10:16:00.000-07:00

finally one proj down... that module now left with final exam.. now chionging other project... 4 is group one , one is solo de... and bloody hell.. tml gt test.. but i haven study.. really gg for me.. went for bboy training.. notice i really rusty... my hand is like easily nua liao.. haiz jia you...

july5

2008-07-05T09:50:00.000-07:00

late for prac... sorry to nicole and mia.. next time wont le.. overslept bcos yesterday emo plus tired over proj...reach studio at 2.. they suppose to end le.. but bcos of me i guess. they drag till 2.20pm.. thanks! heng i learn abit.. i stay at studio till 7pm rushing my proj.. mon is due date.. hope can make it in time..

through work achieve success.. my sec sch motto..
i totally agree with it.. without hardwork u cannot be successful..

after aug 22.. will be a day i will laugh my ass off
jia you!!

anyway.. to share with ppl.. guess what some of u send me.. quite funny.. ha

2008-07-04T10:19:00.000-07:00

2008-07-02T10:08:00.000-07:00

recently mood not very gd.. maybe bcos of the schwork and projects.. i really hope i can handle all these well ... if not shufang dream might come true.. ha.. everyday will be staring at my lappy, codes and lots of stuff.. i really really very sleepy... i just want to lie down on the bed listen to music and just slp... but have to always slp late to do project and stuff.. do in my living room so that i wont fall asleep.. till i damm shack then i will just slp on my sofa... i been slping in the living room for the past 2 weeks..once projects all done then i can chiong my bed liao..

today need to

Thanks phang..

and say goodbye to

dee.. gonna miss u lots... although dunno u very well.. but since fantazia till now u bring alot of memories.. like ur singing alot.. and ur songs always make me cry.. i admit i always cry ...tml i will send u off if i can make it in time... hope i wont cry tml... study hard there and do come back to visit.. misses...

2008-07-01T10:03:00.000-07:00

been busy till no time to blog...the things that i do might be useless but i have my reason for doing it.. i love dance.. i really do.. whether it can bring me anywhere anot i am not sure.. but what i know is.. if i work hard for it.. it might be a dream come true for me... my schwork.. lots of projects.. can be programming, designing website, filming and stuff... feeling stress bcos did not complete any of these.. ask myself these question... what i wan to achieve frm this course, y i wanted to join this course... the answer is i want to learn something new and bcos of interest it bring me closer to multimedia and animation.. but now.. i feel so contradict...what i really wan in my life..? can someone give me a direction y i can follow? not been useful for the past , i wan to be useful and be known by people, wan to show people that i am not stupid and useless.. but somehow that nv happen.... i just type out how i feel.. if any one who views this and dunno what i talking about then i apologize for that...

LOST...
STRESS..
CONFUSE...
DREAM?
REALITY?

jun12

2008-06-12T12:04:00.000-07:00

dun feel like study.. fell like dancing.. sometimes just feel like having dance as a career... after today class , i realise i need more control and basics... if not... being a dance instructor in the future is a big no no.. gonna work hard...STRESS WITH DANCE , STUDIES AND FUTURE...

jun 6..eve of studio wu

2008-06-06T10:04:00.000-07:00

first.. i need say something!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CASH!! IS ON 5 OF JUNE HOR?
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ALOY!!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO IVAN AND HIS GIRLFRIEND!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BECKIE!

SO these three days, 5, 6,7 is fill with bdays! haha and studio wu recital is on 7 also.. lol
today went there to rehearse.. reach too early liao. then play murderer.. jia jun is dope in house and also dope in lying.. haha. so at 6 plus all of us go outside mark stage then 7 plus we do blking on stage for 5mins then run le.. did not do a gd job.. stumble alot of time.. damm piss with myself... after that we went back to studio to see ann... she commented on us and the seniors frm tbg also comment us.. everybody is really improving , this goes to my batch ppl as well.. jia you ppl.. give ur all on sat and sun! gonna chiong liao! zhaO!

jun 2

2008-06-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

today very tired, reach studio at 12pm.. but prac start at 1plus. then go thru steps and also formation.. till 4plus.. omg.. is tired de lor.. plus damm hungry.. really feel like dying.. so after that prac all chiong alumni clubhse to eat. i eat quite alot leh.. garlic bread, rice, chicken cutlet, and some crackers + 2 drinks..

After eating then went back studio to show ann apologise.. she added some new things into the chereo, which include some lifting.. she say we no chemistry.. haiz... must be serious and put some of my character and feeling in it.. so. yea.. one more week.. gonna try my best... after that show ann money then i pack and go home le.. dunno y.. yr 1 i study like siao de.. now yr 2 abit like sian of study.. just feel like dancing leh.. 2 more project plus one open book test.. gonna finish it soon then i can chiong studio wu liao.. jia you yew!! and also to others who gt alot of exams.. study hard and dance hard!

may30

2008-05-30T10:04:00.000-07:00

long time no blog.. today got go sch do project.. but nv do much.. cause i dunno how to do.. then went to studio.. was with zi xiang, jaei and nicole then wanted to go cheers to eat, then this crazy security guard kb us.. without giving us any reason, she shouted at us and ask we all to walk a diff path.. (if u dun understand, ask me personally.. my angmoh bo ho..) then i scold her.. then she scold me stupid.. zi xiang ji tao du lan and say vulgarity at her.. was really piss.. then gt junchao prac.. heng learn before.. if not die.. after his prac then i self prac awhile then prac abit of apologise with my partner.. tml going meet some of them early to learn chereo.. ah.. one week to go.. must jia you.. gt test and project to do also.. sian.. gt anime to watch also!!. anyway.. went rp on may 29, the concert is dope.. impress by those do modern or contemp ar? damm nice.. respect them... NRA did a gd job as well.. the lightings really dope.. want to dance on that kind of stage someday.. haha.. ok.. zhao!

23 may post fantazia party..

2008-05-22T10:02:00.000-07:00

today got stupid class.. since 9 am i keep thinking abt the party le.. until 6 pm then i got my freedom! but need to chiong studies ar.. really chui..

so my job over there is to collect money and then can chill liao..
lol.. today think kanna alot of solo.. lol.. so suay.. and feel ulti paiseh..
during pass down committee solo a girl song then also gt a time dance apologise with cash( the funny version) end up battle with him because i lose a game.. still gt alot to work on .. so jia you ba.. and see some long time no see ppl like mouse , willie and aloy..

aloy! i will reply u de.. lol.. dun think too much..!:)
ya so went home after the party, fri gt sch.. plus a quiz.. hope is easy de.. and i really got alot to catch up.. in terms of dance and studies.. zhao..

May 14

2008-05-14T10:17:00.000-07:00

Tired.. Fear... Stress

may13

2008-05-13T10:27:00.000-07:00

today is always a boring day for sch.. cause gt programming and storying telling.. some more is a full day for me. But what is after the sch is always the time that brighten me up. after went for committee meeting then went for class le.. do alot of basic and also learn 2 eight of chereo.. then so suay that ann want September babies to solo.. then oni gt me.. then bo bian lor.. but heng got rebecca pei me dance so i wont feel so nervous.. back at home.. then feel my whole body is aching and i feel damm tired.. gonna slp soon le.. tml got interview.. hope i wont screw up... zhao!

may11

2008-05-11T03:28:00.000-07:00

show u guys one pic.. i shock when i see.. i created a hi5 acc when i am young.. i claim that i am jap in that acc.. but after awhile a i nv use le.. so i left it there to rot..
today i went back to to see.. i saw this..

see the friend request? lol.. dunno y ppl love jap so much. so i just gonna let it rot again.. next yr then i see my profile again.. lol

may9

2008-05-09T11:07:00.000-07:00

do a stupid thing.. went jamie c classroom act go wrong class.. just to make her laugh.. 2 days audition over.. congrats to those who pass the audition.. for those who didnt make it.. try tml ba.. dun give up.. tml gonna be doing project le.. gonna catch up my schwork.. dunno whether i can meet up with my sec sch mate.. long time no see time.. haiz.. y one day oni 24 hrs.. hope there is more.. zhao!

may7

2008-05-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

went home straight after sch.. been doing project in sch.. argh hate sch! tml going to wear something really song.. the pic u see up there.. the pants.. ulti look like slping pants.. haha but just try something new to wear think jamie c going wear also

haha

zhao!

may6

2008-05-06T11:31:00.000-07:00

today class was killing me.. cause i suck at those modules.. think gonna fail them.. so scared.. am i gonna dance lesser to catch up on my studies? haiz. gt money prac today.. learn anumber of eight.. notice i am a slower learner.. am i really suck at everything? gosh.. what is my talent? haiz. but after prac have a bit of fun session with the guys..

went home after training.. gt work to do.. think i really need to plan out my time well.. studies and dance.. wonder if i can slot work inside.. haiz.. zhao!

may5

2008-05-05T10:21:00.000-07:00

ian locking class today.. learn basics of locking and also he give us a talk.. a is a nice guy learn alot frm him.. went home after that le..

I am a screw up.. cant help in anything..

gonna save money.. cannot be a burden.. haiz..
zhao

may3

2008-05-03T23:48:00.000-07:00

went hui ting hse for hse warming.. her house is dope.. got so many air con plus gt her own studio.. really envy her.. must chiong her hse to dance some other time.. hah.

took a cab down to cini.. cause we were late for KO nite.. cab fare was$22.85 .. f***ing ex but bo bian, wan see then must chiong down early..

but.. the place is already crowd with ppl.. so we queue at the back till they let ppl in.. oni me ivan kk kok and melise manage to get in.. the rest gonna stand outside and watch..

went cini eat after watching KO nite.. then went E2max to watch 2 movie and play games..

went chill with ivan after that.. cause we wantedto take the first bus home.. so we went to the mac and chill.. talk alot of things.. know him a lil more better..

recently many things had happen , this particular sentence keep coming to my mind.. " think b4 u act" and i try my best not to make the wrong choice in life.. so.. guess everything gonna take it slowly and steady ba..haha.. dunno what i talking also.. zhao.. sorry.. ang moh bo ho..

may 1

2008-05-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

happy labour day.. went watch movie.. long time nv watch.. feel damm shiok.. watch iron man.. is dope.. the guy who build it is damm smart! hah...

tml sch.. i still in holiday mood .. lol.. tml got technique class.. i want to go.. but i like no money to pay leh.. sian.. haiz gonna slp le.. so if ppl still dunno what is iron man.. and heard it as IMM then u better watch this.. haa zhao! pls try understand what i typing.. ulti sorri to those ang moh too gd de haha

apr29

2008-04-29T02:20:00.001-07:00

found this game online.. go play.. is fun!
http://www.addictinggames.com/magicpen.html

2008-04-28T10:29:00.000-07:00

i know my eng suck.. so dun understand just ask me.. i say in chinese face to face k.. dun laugh at me.. cause everyone will have their strength and weaknesses.. zhao!

apr28

2008-04-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

went sch as per normal.. after class went studio le.. continue to try chereo things.. but think didnt work out well.. so when ann come we start class le lor.. nv join the class cause i no money.. wed then i join ba... so did stretch with the rest and then went to the back to do my home work.. damm cham.. 1000 words essay.. really can die.. so heng 11pm do finish.. today also celebrate xiu bei bday.. happy bday xiu bei.. although i dunno u well.. but i bet u r sweet girl in NRA haha.. hope u enjoy this small celebration.. i know is odd la.. to bring in the cake.. plan was to make u say lame joke then we say nice try then we bring in the cake.. but we know u wont say de .. so i just shout nice try lor.. haha.. paiseh ar.. today also heard a news can gd and bad.. so affect me a lil bit.. but hope it wont affect everyone.. gonna slp soon zhao dunno y.. recently kinda like to see contemp.. haha

2008-04-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

dope video i saw today.. enjoy..

apr27

2008-04-27T06:04:00.000-07:00

stay at home whole day to use lappy.. sian.. shall try to use chinese blog next time.. think my eng really suck.. gonna slp soon.. damm tired.. who know how to type chinese words? zhao

apr26

2008-04-26T16:38:00.000-07:00

went KO night... congrat to farid, bw, ronnie,ore, allegra, ken who get in to fight for the top eight.. jia you.. they did well today.. really dope.. after that went eating with bunch of ppl.. after that we split le.. some go home some go dunno where.. so.. according to jamie c... 2 ppl ps me ivan jamie c and kok.. shall not mention name... but nb.. suggest liao then back out.. make jamie c du lan.. so oni me and ivan go jamie c hse.. cause kok also dun wan go.. me and ivan do alot thing there.. we watch tv.. play game, play spanky, eat there and play a special version of mahjong and then we leave jamie c hse silently by locking the door and throw the key back to the hse.. hope spanky wont go eat.. hah. so now.. lying on my mattress and typing my post.. gonna slp le.. zhao!

apr25

2008-04-25T11:52:00.000-07:00

today quiz is lame.. open book.. then my is pair work.. ulti lame.. my partner keep playing games then nv do research , oni i do .. so i ask him to write evrything and i provide oni the information.. think can get high marks ba.. the class is so boring.. heng got ppl pei me.. if not i rot.. went lt 26 after lesson.. help out awhile then got 10 dollar liao.. share among 5 person. then eat buffet.. dope foood! haha. after that went cheers meet the rest then went xf hse. play mahjong and chill then went home le.. tml is KO NIGHT! jia you everyone.. i am sure they will impress me later on.. and happy bday to farid.. haha.. gonna slp le.. zhao

apr24

2008-04-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

nth special happen in sch.. went home after sch.. now doing last min preparation for my quiz. hope is easy and no big deal.. the lecturer say is 15 percent of whole module marks.. hope i pass.. lol.. zhao

apr23

2008-04-23T06:54:00.000-07:00

sch work is making me stress liao.. think i go wrong course liao.. i still dunno much abt flash and blabla bla.. think i good game liao.. my programming also sure die.. today went studio.. chereo a song. call pimp in me.. very noobie but i think is a nice try la.. hmm nth much happen... gonna slp soon.. tml 9am lesson..6pm end.. sian.. hate my timetable.. zhao

apr21

2008-04-21T08:36:00.000-07:00

so many things happen after fantazia.. all kinda shock me.. this just show me how life is like.. so unpredictable.. went sch today le.. for class.. nv really do much.. i am the new chairperson .. haiz.. nic sabo de.. lol.. went meeting and then had dinner.. found out another shocking thing when i went studio 73..

jiayou da jia.. see u guys on sat if i free gonna suport u guys!

apr20

2008-04-20T10:21:00.000-07:00

Cherish..

so long and gd nite..

a video which make me tear again...

2008-04-19T13:38:00.000-07:00

apr18

2008-04-18T10:16:00.001-07:00

yesterday... which is apr17.. was the first day of fantazia.. did nt blog cause i freaking tired after that day.. i dun like perforamce on that day.. too many screw up.. of course my helena was the wrose wan.. forget 3 count plus forget steps.. cannot forgive myself.. been thinking.. fredy already modified it to a extent that i am able to do de but yet i still cant do it.. feel like stabbing myself... haiz..

today.. apr18... woke up late cause i too tired liao..and today cry a few time.. think everyone gonna call me a crybaby.. 1st was during the fullrun.. i forget helena steps again.. i cried after that item.. thinking wtf i am doing... keep making the same mistake over and over again.. 2nd time was the time when daphne sing tribute.. damm touching can... after that cry bcos of the debrief... thought of many things.. most ppl started crying during debrief.. so after that went home le..
fantazia is over le.. wan to give special thanks to some ppl

ann- thank you for giving this opportunity to dance in this production and also motivate when i feel low..

fredy- thank you for teaching that one eight.. after many modification i still cant give what u wan.. but u still talk to me patiently and willing to guide me along.. without u.. i cant dance helena properly.. thank you.. u r really a amazing choreographer and fren... thanks.. learn alot frm u..

strollerz- thanks all strollerz for listening to my problems and my bull shit.. u guys always give me the movtivation to work harder.. thank you

and thank you every single one who is invlove in fantazia.. without any of u.. the show cant go on.. jia you.. !! love u guys.. love NRA.. thank you... paiseh.. ang moh bo ho

apr16

2008-04-16T10:28:00.000-07:00

fell sick.. dunno y.. think i too tired and i drink too much coke zero.. went to make the nra logo.. and hang it up.. i feel very man zu.. cause i do part of it.. although nt very nice, but i still like it alot.. everything is place in there le.. left that fantazia logo haven hang.. during full run.. is a disaster.. injuries happen, wrong formation, forget steps.. mic no sound .. make me feel damm scared and uncomfortable..
and as usual.. i screw up in helena.. and also other items.. i forget steps and formation.. even till now.. i am sorri to all cause i did not do my part well enough.. cant even meet the basic requirement..

i really things will turn better on apr 17 and 18..
and hopefully by next morning i hope my cough, headache and my back will be fine..
zhao..! jia you everyone..

apr13

2008-04-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

screw up my helena today again.. sian ar.. i damm scared ar..everytime helena i will scared then will luan everything.. damm..

overslept like siao on bus when i make my way to woodland to collect my costume.. so bcos of that i reach home at 11 cause i keep dozing off..

starting sch soon... in another few hours..going to start my year 2 .. haiz.. slping soon le.. zhao!

apr11

2008-04-11T11:32:00.000-07:00

Hate myself..
no confidence in myself..

apr 10

2008-04-10T11:14:00.000-07:00

pls pls pls... do helena properly.. dun be a burden...! hold my jump.. must hang time.. one week more oni!! remember steps!! mirror steps cannot forget..!

one week more and i am still screwed.. stress.. and my body ache like siao...

one week more to to fantazia logo, nra logo and graffiti.. some help pls..

another full run tml.. hope can be better..
zhao...

apr9..

2008-04-09T11:12:00.000-07:00

went studio do abit of comm work then prac hong lou meng. after that prac for xin xian showcase then soon is the full run of showcase le... it was tiring.. but i am still nt the worst one... jia you to those who gt alot back to back item..after that have a short debrief then went to 163 to eat ..with jaei mingli nicole and ivan.. after that then i went home le...

waking up early.. gonna slp.. zhao

apr8

2008-04-08T12:25:00.000-07:00

went sch early for committtee stuff then find out that we dun need do anything.. leba till freshie prac start.. keep chiong till 3.45 pm and everyone was feeling tired.. through the prac i know one of my weakness.. kan pai.. hope can change that stupid habit.. after that i self prac for yutaki, helena and renfred item.. then got injure again due to the flip thing.. now.. left thigh, left and right ass, neck and knee is injure ... nb.. feel like disabled person..after the full run took a pic with cmt and xf(ru xiang)... cause they going botak le.. 2 mj player and dota player down... will feel abit empty ba.. haha..so went eat after prac then went home le..gonna slp le.. damm tired

apr 7

2008-04-07T11:00:00.000-07:00

went find props and also costume.. cant find much.. hope ppl can lend me... then late for ice box self prac.. sorri david.. then xf solo his items and also freestyle ken showcase with ter..damm dope.. really respect him.. he going army soon.. gonna miss him man.. one mj player down..
so today is the first half full run..1st time was seriously like shit but i think 2nd one look slightly beeter ba.. my hong lou meng is screw.. not use to both side chereo.. keep mess up.. then my partner work dun look like partner work cause distance to far between me and partner.. haiz.. gonna work on that.. gonna prac helena and sad tango.. if nt i am screw.. now.. my thigh, neck, ass feel like shit le... need yokoyoko.. haiz.. going sch early tml.. zhao!

apr 6

2008-04-06T11:11:00.000-07:00

today prac all gt delay.. clean hate that i love u and also junchao and ting mama de hua... felt better cause hate that i love u formation done... i damm scared last min will have changes.. anyway..i am happy today.. cause my mum and sis might come to see me at fantazia.. this motivate me more to dance even harder for fantazia.. not is not oni perforam to someone i dunno but to someone i love the most.. so happy.. feel emotional liao.. ha.. tml full run for first half.. then few more days is the actual thing liao.. jiayou.. today accomplish something.. learn frontflip.. for helena de.. now is about about catching the speed.. injure my ass today also.. hope it get better tml.. jia you everyone.. make it or break it.. zhao

apr5

2008-04-05T10:08:00.000-07:00

shack shack shack.. play too much.. nv get some slp.. so no strength to blog.. these few days is the same as other days... always prac lor..i think most of the chereo and formation is done.. now i just need to remember the formation.. keep forgetting.. move your body body .. hong lou meng, junchao and hate that i love u formation i keep forgetting.. shit.. must remember.. if nt rehearsal sure die.. full run going to start soon.. making of props going to start soon also.. hope everything can complete in time... haiz.. now must rest le.. so can remember more things.. ronnie say de.. so i going to give it a try.. zhao..

apr 1... fool day

2008-04-01T10:30:00.000-07:00

did nt blog for past 3 days.. cause i damm tired.. and also no point to blog cause like doing the same thing.. anyway meet ivan and jamie then go sch.. saw huiting also.. so we 4 go together... today i do a magic trick .. and all kanna trick... who wan try come find me.. mae and wilbert is the ulti wan.. cause their reaction damm big.. today also do renfred item... think one song down liao.. so abit relieve.. gt to prac more flip with jeanette.. ya.. after training then saw fredy and jaei partner work for if i aint gt u.. damm dope.. gt kanna stun... after that went ksl eat and then ride "car " home.. here is my fantazia progress.. hope everything can be clean and complete on time .. 2 weeks more...

FRESHIE SHOWCASE- done chereo and formation , need more cleaning..

XIN XIAN SHOWCASE- done chereo, got changes in fromation, need ulti more cleaning..

HONEY HONEY HONEY- done chereo and formation, need cleaning

HONG LOU MENG- done formation and chereo, need cleaning

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU- 50 percent of everything, need to clean like siao

RENFRED ITEM- one song down, one more to go

MOVE YOUR BODY BODY- done chereo and formation, need cleaning

YUTAKI ITEM- done chereo, formation tml, need cleaning

HELENA- done chereo and formation, but i forget the formation, so must go find out..

JUNCHAO SHOWCASE- chereo done, formation haven start, haven clean

XUANFENG SHOWCASE- done chereo and formation, but need ulti cleaning

SOPHAN SHOWCASE- done chereo and formation, still cleaning

MASS SHOWCASE- haven start.. die..

FINALE- dunno anything yet..

so in two weeks must complete everything.. abit hard.. especially cleaning.. gt to work a lil more harder le.. haiz.. gtg zhao!

mar28

2008-03-28T13:21:00.000-07:00

wake up late.. cause prac late.. reach sch at 6 plus.. then just refresh my memory by playing all snd songs and recaping the steps.. so at 7 plus sophan held prac and clean 2 eights.. i think it look better than b4 le ba.. after is xf item.. go through formation .. after that went eat and then go home le..

i watch the american best dance crew le.. they really dope... and they work really hard for it..

respect them..

later 11am xx showcase.. gonna slp soon.. zhao

mar27...

2008-03-27T15:27:00.000-07:00

wake at 2plus then went for hong lou meng.. formation done.. so need cleaning lor... after is xx showcase .. clean steps clean half way then i know about the plan...about a surprise for leen... its her bday.. so plan to screw her by asking minz to scold her for doing wrong steps so that mia can secretly bring the cake in to studio.. so we did it and after that back to prac again.. after the prac i leba le.. cause no junchao showcase.. so find baowen ask him to go through steps with me for freshie item.. then i realise i gt alot of mistake.. haiz.. after that went for renfred item.. continue with chereo and also partner work... after that i went to xf hse then go home le..

some how... sometime..i will think.. when then i will stop dancing? till i old? till i lose interest? haiz.. or can be like ann.. work and dance together.. haiz.. just have a thought about my future... wonder how it will be like.. haiz.. ang moh bo ho.. ps.. zhao!

mar 26...

2008-03-26T15:18:00.000-07:00

today went studio for yutaki self prac.. but nt much ppl turn up.. so oni clean awhile.. after that went to xf showcase .. one hour to clean 4 eight.. wa.. and hope it look nicer by now.. lol.. at six went to honey honey honey... gt formation to remember.. then also clean steps with jj.. my partner wynne.. think too shy.. keep laughing like i am some kind of freak..lol.. after that went to freshie item... clean formation and settle those probs.. some seniors also were there to give us feedback.. all of them mention that our steps is messy and not clean.. haiz.. must clean more liao.. if nt really will look like shit.. lol. after freshie gt renfred item.. ann teach us the part of the chereo.. then while resting the pppp and ppl off the studio light then sing bday song to xing.. happy bday!.. then after that went off le.. to xf hse.. now abit tired.. so gonna slp..bb zhao!

mar25...

2008-03-25T12:33:00.000-07:00

today wake up late.. suppose to meet 12.30 pm with xf .. but i wake up late.. sorri... then went studio and have self prac.. not much ppl turn up so we prac awhile then chill le.. i leba until like 4 plus.. then clean xin xian showcase with chin.. it felt really gd to clean steps with chin... cause he know his steps damm well.. anyway i think we did improve slightly abit.. not so chiang pai le.. but still got alot to improve on...after that then leba again then gt renfred item le... he teach his own chereo which his bro teach de.. abit cant catch bcos i dunnno what bit to catch.. hope tml will know? haz..so went bert hse after we leave studio.. me qian hui ivan kok and xf went to bert hse.. play mj.. and fer the first time i get shi san yao.. ulti dope can.. haha.. after playing went KSL eat then go homr le...

wed gonna die.. 2pm to maybe 11 plus.. non stop hits.. hope can tahan.. gtg
zhao!